Feezah

Time 2 move on ~

2010-01-31T13:39:00.001+08:00

Disney Glitter Graphics

Hye peeps . Fiza here . U guys mite be wondering hows my life now ? Well, its fun . Ups & Downs . I've a new blog now but i won't publicise it here tho . Just text me & i'll give u my link ayte . Its kinda personal thats y i have to do it this way . Much apologies yea ;)

Qissie ~

2009-10-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

2 more days ~

2009-09-25T15:39:00.007+08:00

Boooo ~
I'm currently enjoying my 1st week of hols at home . Hehehehehhe . No more attchment FOR NOW . So, u might be thinking why fizah post the MANILA pix . Ryte ryte ? Erm . Well, on Monday, i'm flying off to Manila with HS peeps . Its a study trip so yeah . A lot of restrictions, as expected but i guess i can abide 2 it . I'm really looking forward - so does FIZA - is the shopping part . Yeah . U read it right . I'm gonna go shopping . Woohoo . Best or what . On top of that, i'm sleeping with Fizah for 4 nights . Ehem2 . I can predict that we will stay up till late at night chatting n chatting &and also camwhoring . Heheheh . Sara will be Mel . Sara, u better make Mel be talkative by the end of the trip urh . As for Ndrew, well . He's bunkin' in wif a guy . Better put on alotalot of earplugs into ur earholes .
Oh yea . Last but not least .

TO :
SHARIFAH HUMAIRAH

Happy belated 17th birfday babe . I wish u continuous success be it in present or in future . Don't panic n stay calm when it comes to projects/assignments/exams . Insya'llah u'll ace it . I noe u can do it .. I shall pray for ur health n rezki . NnN oso may u get ur desired job, future, husband and so on =)
I noe u want a slim body but u r pretty as what you r now, babe . I prefer ur THIS you . Honest . Tak caye tanye bdk2 kiter . hehehehhe . So sorry that i couldn't celcbrate ur 17th birfday . Nvm . We can mit sooner or later and celebrate it kays ? Takpe urh kalau belated . Hehehehhe . Kay babe . Stay bubbly as always . Love u huns *hugssss & kisses *

Eid Mubarak ~

2009-09-22T15:11:00.002+08:00

Slamat Hari Rayer to All Muslims =)

May you enjoy this Syawal by visiting ur relatives' cribs = eating different types of dishes . Yumyum . Teehee . I can't wait for this coming Sunday coz my whole family gonna have a convoi . Woohoooo . Kachingkaching$ .

My attchment had ended but i kinda miss my patients . Haishhh . Especially Uncle Edward, Nenek Madia & Ah Ma Sim . They always never fail to make me smile =)

K what's next .

Oh yea . Tomorow, i'm gonna go out wif some peeps . Thurs, will be gg to NP to attend some Manila briefing and Friday, i have to go to werk . Oh well . That's my schedule for the week .

Jalan rayer ? Hehehhehe . 16teen darls, when u gals free ? RP starts skul early isit ? How eh ? I was thinking of gg out on 12th oct that week . As for NP peeps, conferm urh 10th oct ? Anythg text me ayte ?

K den . Till then, tata =)

Breaking fast wif . .

2009-09-15T23:25:00.003+08:00

Boooo again =)
Wah . I feel so energized after the evening nap just nw . Teehee .
As what i've said earlier, i'm gonna talk about the outing last saturday . Went out wif Yan, Fiza babe and Kak Wir .
I was so late, practically . Got to know that they planned to bring me to marina barrage since i've told them i've never go there . However, their plan backfired somehow . Teehee . In the end, they were the ones who ended up getting surprised by me . Sorry peeps .
So after meeting them at Bugis, we made our way to ZamZam restaurant at Arab St . Pack like * u fill in urself * So, we decided to take away murtabaks and sit somewhere 2 eat . However, the plan was corrupted . We ended up eating at some arab shop . hahhahah . So, Fiza brought the murtabaks home for her family . Yay . At least its not wasted . Oh yea . I bought kuih tart and choc conflakes to town since somebody 'insisted' me to bring it but ended up coming late . Teehee . Actually i tot Fir couldn't make it since he told me that he's busy drilling so yeah lurh . but but . Later i tell . I finish my story first kay ?
So after eating and stuffs, i came up wif an idea to camwhore at esplanade since marina barrage was quite far . So, Kak Wir led us all the way . Chatted wif her while Fiza n Yan took snaps of us from behind secreetly . hahahha .
blablabla .
I was surprised that i couldn't think of a pose that night, which is so unlike me . Fiza 2 . Kak wir layankan aje . Heheheh . She seemed lost . But nevertheless, we made her be in the pik and smile . Took crap snaps and credits go to Fiza for the Cam and Yan for taking snaps of us . Time flew and Fir texted that he's coming which i find that he's quite unbelievable . Da penat2, maseh leh dtg . IshIshIsh . So yeah . Waited for hym . Kak Wir alek coz da nk dkt pkl 10 . My fon kip ringing . Teehee . I was supposed to be back by 10 but i exceed it by 1 hr . Oh well . Took snaps of me and Fir at the Esplanade rooftop . Idk why Yan insisted . Plus Fiza supported hym . Hahahah . At first awkward siket but den, da okay urh . Nid tyme mah =)
Tanx guys for the outing . Enjoy it alotalot .
Oh, and Fir . Since now u noe there's straight bus from ur hse to Tamp inter, rajin2 urh singgah pat my werkplace eh ? hahahhahah . Lol . Don't ever eh .
Kay den . I won't upload many pix since they are at FB . Just go to my wall and c yeah ?
Love yea .

Askum & jgn lupe bace niat =)

Like finally ~

2009-09-15T22:29:00.013+08:00

Yoohoooooo peeps . Like finally im updating ryte ? Hahahah . Its bcoz i wanna upload pix and this blogger don't allow =(

So now, i shall strt updating from the last post itself .
Before that, i wanna do shout out to GLENN ; Dude, where's the video ?

29 Aug;

Cik Mail and family came over arnd 2 + in the morning . So yeah . Only him, cik Ani and Kak Faten . The 2 bros didnt came due to some reasons .

So, on that Saturday, we took the family to Geylang . Hahahha . Its very funny tho coz cik Mail was like standing up throughout the mrt ride and asking whats this whats that . Cute . Then, we shopped . Hehehhe . Kak Faten really bought alot of stuffs . I bought my baju rayer, like finally . Lol . But i must say that im not really keen into wearing it . Dnt noe y . Overall the day was fun and exhausting .

31 Aug;

The start of my attchment at NUH . Was being shown some stuffs about the hospital and the whole lecture is like FON . Seriously . Then, we were brought to our respective ward . And unfortunately, my ward had ITE Simei nursing students, NP yr 1 & yr 3 students . So u cn imagine how pack is the ward . But i prefer morning shift tho coz time flies very fast indeed as compared to afternoon shift, which is more relaxed .

Random shots ;)

Caiyun, Angella & Linh .

Me & Angella =)

Me wif my 'Younger Bro'; U-Soon

U-Soon snoring . Azreen so hardwerking .

Yifang, Azreen & M.Y

Linh stole the limelight =)

And my attchment is gonna finish soon . Woohoo . 3 days more babey =)

Next post gonna be about the outing wif my awesome 5; Yan, Fiza, Wir and Fir . Wanna noe more ? hehehhehe . Have to read my next post =) Till then, i ciao first . Tata loves .

P.S IL+MU .

They are coming (:

2009-08-29T22:00:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum (:
chey . good urh feezah . oh well . this month is the holy month so might at well, i be good (:

Exams week are over . WOohoooo ~
Notes, erm . i dowan to throw them in case i might need them in future . Teehee . So much stuffs happened within this past week . Oh yea . The highlight of the week . I went out to break fast wif my peeps; Suffiza, Kak Wir and Fir . Funnn (: Tanx eh Fir for accompanying me . I don't noe why but FISHBALLS were the main joke of the night . Credits personally go to wir . hahahahha . shall not explain in detail . now, evrytime i see fishballs, the joke will pop into my mind . LOL .
Not working at MacDy till Hari Raya coz of attachment at NUH . So unlucky :(
Also, i can't accompany 16teen darls to school this monday . Aarrrghhhhhh . Hate it lurh sey . I want to meet my fave teachers .

Yesterday, met up wif shasha cuz to break fast . Heeheheh . Fun taw . I want to upload the pix but then, this blog doesn't allow me . Nvm . We talked, gossipped, camwhored and window-shopped . But end up we both bought similar tops at one of the shops at Tamp 1 . Went home and didn't go on with thonning plan . teehee .
Oh yea . The topic is referring to my family at KL . They r coming here, maybe on otw . yay ! They say maybe Kak Faten not coming, oni Along and Angah . Oh well . Still its okay for me (;
Bubbye peeps .

** I'm loving the way it is (:

Random ~

2009-08-25T14:05:00.001+08:00

I don't know why but i feel lyke posting this video for today . Hope u lyke it (:

Love u ibu !

Tanx Sis !

2009-08-24T00:26:00.009+08:00

Currently, i'm chatting with Fiza & Wirda . Hahahha . Oovoo-ing and MSN-ing at the same tyme . Now oovoo can't make 3 way call anymore . Haiyo . Nvm . We shall take turn listening to Wir playing guitar + singing (:

Ur voice nice lurh Wir . Hehehheh . Siap ngn lite effects agyk . Cool . Tanx for playing dat song sis ! Now Fiza lagy Oovoo-ing ngn Wir . Hahahhaha . Kesian Wir . Have to play guitar in this tyme of the morn or isit nite ? Oh well . Still i appreciate it so so so much (:

To sumone, let's go with the flow . I mean no harm in trying (:

Kay den .

Good luck to Nini coz 2morow she'll be having her exams . Same goes to the rest . Good luck for ur upcoming exams . As for those who had finished their exams, well . . HAVE A NICE BREAK !

N N N to WIR, MAX not my SCANDAL eh ! hehehehehhe (:

N N N N to FIZA, tanx for dy advice hun (:

N N N N N to N I N I, babe, i always suck in terms of feelings but u'll always there 4 me to wake me up . Love ya (:

Mugging mode ~

2009-08-22T13:35:00.004+08:00

Hye huns (:
Yeah . This week is the mugging mode week . 1 paper down, 3 more papers to go . Hope i can ace them . Amin .
Oh yea . I didn't say about my birfday ryte ? hahahh . Celebrated it wif my other twin, Fiza Luv . Was smeared with blueberry cake by SaraVanya (: She's the mastermind behind all this . Expected . Heheheeh . Receive a prezzie from my P23 . Hart2 dem so much ♥

I tot that was all . I was being ' bashed ' up by my beanies darls . hahahahha . Bathe wif pickled juice, all type of sauces - from chilli to barbeque sauce . Smells nice, i tell u (:
Nini met me after that and gave me a prezzie . A range of prezzies, i must say coz I don't give her any clues about what i want . Teehee . Sengaje .

Last Monday, T12 - p23 + p24 had a BBQ at Dr Alpana's crib . She lives in condo so yeah, had a pit . Spent tyme strolling at Kent Ridge Park, helped out in barbeque-ing the food and literally ' Swimming ' . Hahahha . SaraVanya piggyback me ! I likelike u now . Plus she say i'm very light ! But i kinda molested her . I noe U noe, Sara . To Fir oso . i don't noe for how many umpteen tymes i said this . Sorry yea . I'm not gonna post here y coz its kinda embarrassing . Paham2 je eh ?

Yesterday, Max is being such a sweetie treated me to a lunch . If i noe, i will pick out all the xpensive ones . Teehee . Jokin2 . We didn't watch UP tho due to the time constraint . Pda lurh . Make me wait for i don't know how many hours, mins and seconds ( exaggerate ) . Yeah . My frens all explored their Pda's . But i haven't . hahahah . Don't noe hw to put in all the stuffs . Nvm . Shall ask my peeps later on .
I'm supposed to go to werk but due to health wise ( chey ), i couldn't go . Sorry kak Syikin ):
Oh . Tanx to Fir oso coz he wake me up . But unfortunately, i still didn't go to werk . Teehee . Sorry yea ? k den .

Buhybyye huns (:
To Muslims,
Selamat menjalani bulan Ramadhan . I will always pray ur health . Hope that we can finish our 1 month of puase and celebrate Hari raya . Collect kachingkachings ! ((:

Eyes, please close !

2009-08-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but the pain came again . Just now . Gosh . After all these years, months, days and et cet . . . Why must it always come back when i'm having a blissful lyfe ? I know that it came with a reason . Someone told me to refer to doctor years back but i refused . Scared of the past . Why should i be scared of it ? Hmmm . let me think . Bcoz it has to do with me, Me and mE ! Istighfar byk2 fiza . No point getting so fussed up . Its all in the past . Yeah . The person is serving hys punishment anyways . So whats the prob now fiz ? huh ? I feel like screaming, crying and sitting one corner of the room like i used to 3 years back . Should i ? Nini, help me ):

I'll try harder ~

2009-08-19T17:03:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna try harder . Yeah . That's what i should do for now . These feelings are hard to be erased . 3 years of friendship is too long to be thrown away from my memory . But i guess i have to ryte ? I had hurt hym once and it shouldn't happen for the 2nd tyme . I shall dry my tears myself ~

Slurps . Slurps ~

2009-08-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

Exhausted . Elated . Estatic .

Chey . What with the vocab, fiz ? Hehehehh . No idea also . Just now, went to work as promised but went later as i had to do something . U noe i noe, jannah (;
So, start off werk by being a runner followed by a cashier till 4+ . Then Jenny sent me off to kiosk since YK and Kenny had to went back around 5+ . So yeah . YC came then followed by my alligator manager - no offence J . U are lyke one, really (:
So yeah . And i don't try to seduce ya okay ? Please lurh . hehehheh . Go mit ur galfren kay ? ? Andand don't ever request to werk on Saturday . Also, ur flower is quite nice, tho (:
Tomorow, as i say earlier, i'm gg to beach . And on Monday, i'm gg to buy a dress with jannah on the morning part . Hehehhehe . Can't wait .
That's all for now but i still frustrated wif blogger for not allowing me to upload pix . Nvm . For tomorow's outing, i shall upload it at FB - craze_catz@hotmail.com . Add me yea ? Tanx babes/dudes (:
Nytes2 . Luv yaaaaaaa ~

BACK !

2009-08-08T10:33:00.000+08:00

Wow ! Its been long time i've updated this blog . Teehee . Its not i don't want to update, its just the blogger is having some problems and i couldn't type . Sowie (;
School was okay . Took MIC and NSL practical tests last week . Got full marks for MIC but for NSL, urm . Still maintain the C grade . Alhamdulillah . At least i maintain, better than down-grade ( not referring to anybody ) . So yeah . This coming week, Tuesday, i'm having my AAP practical test . Insya'allah, with some memorising and prayers, i can ace it . Amin . Also next week is the last week of lectures and all coz the following week i'm having my study break, followed by a week of MYE . Wah . So fast sey ):
For this year's National Day, my Family is clebrating it by having picnic at Changi Beach . Woohoo ! Can camwhore lar sey . Also, this Monday, my 16teen darls are gonna meet up at changi airport . Dinner and some chats (: Can't wait . Later i'm going to work . omg . I never memorise all the frappes . Aiyo . Luckily i'm mentored by Kenny . If YC, conferm susah . Semue bende dia suruh buat . Speaking of MCDY, Naz went back in . oh well . No comments . Aini saw him yesterday . Luckily she's fasting, if not, conferm kutuk rabak2 kan nini ? We took some snaps but lazy to upload here .
Back to school, i'm done with projects . Well, not all . Only one left - Psychology's pwpt bout Britney . Now i know why Psycho lectures LOVE her . As what ndrew said, she has a nice, complex background to be researched . hahahah . Heard that one of my frens gonna drop out from school . Is it true ? I just hope that my fren is choosing the right path for himself/herself . Whatever it is, i'm there for you ayte ?
Pick some guitar skills, credits go to Melissa . Next is piano . Pearle, i'm booking ya ! hehehhehe . i think dats all for now . Oh yea . I'm gg for Manila after Hari Raya Puase . So anybody wants to kirim, just text me or better, just call my hp ayte ? If don't have, email me . But i doubt so ryt ryte ? k den . have to change .

Ibu, can go to KL this december ? Please say yes !

Sorry for the silence .

2009-07-06T22:18:00.003+08:00

Am sorry about for being hiatus w/o notice again . Teehee . So now, i'm basically enjoying my last few days of hols by typing essays, watching K-dramas and going to work . That's my routine for the past week . Hmm .

Attachment was overall okay, i must say . Spending the whole week at Sengkang Polyclinic was fun and an eye-opening for me as i've never known that there are many types of immunization given to babies, toddlers and so on . Wow . And the part of seeing them being injected was thrilling actually . Hahahha . Honest . It's lyke i can bear seeing other people getting injected but not if i'm in their shoes . Na uh . However when the babies wail, it can be quite scary tho, especially to the parents . Enough typing about them, let's talk about me okays ? ?

I intend to post up some pix i took in KL when i went there 2 weeks back . However this B.S is kinda spoil, i think . It doesn't allow me to upload the pix but nvm . U darls can go to my facebook to see the pix =)
Last week met aini . Yay ! ! Long tyme never meet her . Missss her like . . How eh to compare ? Like how i miss my mummy when she went to do her Umrah . Also i'm quite touched when i view Fizah's post about me . I pon miss u too . Tapi i can't mit u dat often . Nvm . This wed is sooo conferm that we are meeting ! Not to Fizah also that i'm missing . Also to my clasmates, my SIXTEENth ! ! Its been 2 months that we never meet . I will try to hold another gathering before fasting starts on 20th Aug . Andandand speaking of puase, this tyme Hari Raya must celebrate since last year we didn't celebrate it at all due to O-levels . Okays gals ? ? Anything call me up . Don't text . My phone is most of the tyme in silent mode .

Oh yea, previously i did type about i went to KL ryte ? Yeah . I went there right after my last attachment, which was last 2 weeks . My uncle, Cik Mail celebrated his birthday so we decided to attend his birfday celebration cum holiday . However, since it was held on the last week of june holidays, my brothers and my cousins couldn't attend . Was abit down for a moment . But cheer up upon seeing the families there in KL . Though some of my cousins i had never met before, we still talk like as if we've known for ages . Very friendly . Plus, kak suhadah, my cousin from S'pore . Hahahah . She slept beside me for the 2 nights there . However i did warned her about me sleeping quite roughly . It was true . Next morning, she complained to me that she was slapped hardly by me twice on that night . LOL . Told ya . Times flew very fast . Went back to hometown on Sunday . Exhausted . Down to fever . Didn't attend work on the following day =(

Now, i'm currently down for i-don't-know-what reason . Honest . It's just that just now i met him after a long time . Was a bit shocked . And yeah . Even a simple crush is difficult to be erased . I bet that Jannah would be laffing right now =) Ryte ? ? Alah . Normal kan ? Sooner this crush will ease off by itself again . It takes time . This is a problem when you are single . Hahahha . Nah . Crap . I love being single and it gives me the advantage to mingle with anybody i like . Chey . Enuf, fiza . You are typing nons again . What time is it now ? 10.47 pm . Hmmm . Jannah would be working by now . I am also suppose to be working rite now ? But why am i here typing ? Coz i didn't go to work due to family outing =) Was fun watching transformers just now . Thanx ibu .

Is it long already ? Nah . Don't think so . Let's type some more shall we ? Are you tired by now ? Hmmm . How eh ? k lar . I shall stop for now . But i can't guarantee you when i can type again . Just keep tuning . Just keep tuning, tuning, tuning ~ ~

I am regretting my actions . Why am i feeling this when i shouldn't ? Darn ~

Join the ride ?

2009-06-19T21:40:00.002+08:00

LISTENING to ONLY HUMAN by K

HYE HUNS .

I ULTIMATELY MISS YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH ! !

Lots of storys . Exams past . Did terribly in MIC - the worst so far . Let's see the results, shall we ? Hehehehe . Now NP is having 2 weeks of hols . So fast 2 mnths already . Can't imagine now i'm having my attachments . But before i go blabbering about it, i want to apologize to the 16teen gals . So sorry huns . Me and Jannah had attachment from 8.30am to 4.30 pm everydays - excluding weekends from 15 june to 26 june . But after that, we're FREE . yeeps ! ! And and to P23, miss u darls too but i still thinking whether i can attend the bbq coz on friday i still attchment early in the morning . I'll update much sooner kays =)

K . Let's start my mini storys .

Monday and Tuesday i was assigned to St Luke's Elderly Care - or DRC at Tamp blk 101 . Near to my hse . But since Feezah was so lazy, she decided to take bus to and fro eventho its only a stop away =) Hehehehhe . Met new peeps from HSN . Afa, Hanisah, Has & Max . They are mainly from lecture 2 so that's why i've never see them before in skul . Say only same course . Feezah2 . Tsktsk . There were ITE Simei student nurses also in the DRC . Out of 4, 3 are my xPrimary skulmates . Its a SMALL, SMALL, SMALL world . Lol . Faizal, Hazel and Reza . First day need to assist patient to go toilet . Kinda kanchong abit but managed to pull it off with helps from Afa and Nisah . There were quite a group of dementia elderlys, different personalities they have . Must stick eyes on them . Serious . Coz the elderlys might just wander off . Enuf of dat . Let's proceed to the Wed .

For Wednesday, i went to HPB with NAB . Feel lyke a fool walking around with strangers' eyes on you . haiyo . Saw SYAFA darl at HPB . Double YEEPS . Took a pix with her but it is in my hp . Lazy to transfer it to lappy . The starting of the lecture was so . EXCITING that peeps can doze off easily . Hehehehh . After much lecturing and stuffs that we are not really keen into, the SISTERS brought us for a tour around the dental area and the HEALTHZONE . SO COOL ! The exhibits are so real enuf that it can make feel tempted to take it especially the foods . Jannah, bring cam yea ? Go to Nab's blog if you wanna noe more about what we did there . She had the pix taken . Met new frens otw . Basically Nab's classmates . Done ? Tink so .

Yay ! Here comes the xciting part . Sorry for the lengthy post =) Love u soooo muchieesss .

Kays . Yesterday and today, i was posted to St Andrew's Community Hospital with my mates from DRC plus 3 more new peeps - Shyieka, Suhaida (i think) and Nicola . I was assigned to level 6 with Shyieka . The level has only 1 ward and in it there are 4 cubicles . Each cubicle has 6 beds . So yeah . Its a mini version of hosp . The 1st, 3rd and 4th is occupied with women elderlys . Then the 2nd ? Who ? Heheheh . KIDS ! ! ! I was sooooo happppy to the MAX . Who doesn't ? But there are 5 occupied beds only . Lets go in detail shall we ? Can eh ?

1st i want to talk about is _ .
Let me say something first . Some of us cried . He's 5 yrs old but suffered terribly . His brain cells are eaten up by some micro-organisms . Its due to a high fever he suffered when he's 2 or 3 yrs old . The fever caused hym to have seizure, fits and et cet . He can't speak nor see nor move lyke other toddlers do . He is placed inside a cot bed or sitted on a pram . He experience much pain but can't cry . Its silence . I can feel the pain that he suffers everytyme he experience seizure or spasm . Its involuntarily so he can't control it . His face will go all red and hys hands and legs will be stiff . The eyes are all shut to sustain the pain . He wish to cry out loud but couldn't . What can i do ? Just hold hys hand tightly and soothe hym . He is fed thru PEG feeding . So small and young . Ahhhhhh . I can't control my tears when seeing hys eyes . I did managed to kiss hym when i walk off from the ward . The werds of the nurse really make me think about hym again and again . The chances of hym surviving is quite slim and the doctors predict that he might live until he's 10 yrs old . Haiz . 5 more years . But i don't really believe it . Its still upto God in terms of life and fate . But i am thinking what he will encounter when he grows up . More sad is that hys parents didnt come to visit hym . So the love that he get are from the staffs and the patients there . As i type this, i really can't control myself to cry . Its just so sad to see an innocent toddler to writhe in pain in front u but yet, u can't help hym .

K . I shall stop here for now . Sorry huns . No mood to continue on . This is why i shouldn't get into pediatrics . I'm easily attached to a patient . Toodles and kisses =)

Play it with ears, not eyes .

2009-05-24T00:50:00.002+08:00

It's about a korean girl whose name is ye eun ( i think ) . She's only 5 years old and can play piano really well . She's different from the rest . You'll know why .

How was it ?
Nites =)

Full - Of - Nonsense . FON .

2009-05-18T17:00:00.003+08:00

Hye darls =)

I feel good today so maybe i'll post something short that happened today in school .

So basically, had NSL test early in the morning . The SAQ was so difficult that i went blank upon reading it . Haiyo . But i'm glad that the MCQs were easy peasy so that meant i just passed - at least . Got to know by the end of the lesson that i got 8/10 for it . Tanx Ms Ng . Teehee =))

Learnt how to bathe the patient, be it unconscious and conscious, can ambulate or not . But the fun was doing tepid sponge on the patient . I had to wash the patient's hair like what salon's do and clean the rest of the body parts INCLUDING THE GENITAL AREAS ! So yah . I envy the boys though as they did not need to bathe women patients . But for females, we have to bathe both females and males . Hahahah . To round it up, we basically learn how to clean a patient .

Andrew just cut hys hair . Hahhah . Like Trojan leh . See what i mean ? I think he wants to become like Ken, want to attract more girls . Ryte ? Hehehheh .

That's all for now, had to head for my korean class which practicaly starts at 6 pm . Haiyo . So troublesome . Ciaoz . Luve euu all so muchies . One more thing, i met Jannah at the Shuttle Bus waiting area and also Syafa in school, in front the HS lecture theatres .

Tc yea ! And what should i give for Melissa and Ken leh ? So many presents to give, so little time =(

And the answer is ALIF .

2009-05-17T15:51:00.031+08:00

Ibu & Me

Sorry darls . For making you wait . 4 weeks of school . So exhausted . More worse, i have to wake up as early as 5.30 am everyday to go to school . Several quizzes were done . Alhamdulillah, passed . This coming week has 2 more tests - NSL & PAS . Oh god . Yesterday my SIXteen darls had a gathering, which i can't go and i still feel suckish now . But to make it up, i help to buy some foods for them . YAY ! While waiting for bus with Nini to go home, some 'boys' approached . For me, he is younger than me . But not in Nini tho . So what actually happened was one of the boys came approached us at the bus stop . I was busy talking with Nini at that tyme . He asked for my numbr but before he did hys self-introduction, i quickly said no, i don't wish to give my number to hys fren . Within a few seconds tho . I can feel that he feels dejected but so what ? HAhahah . i can't stand this type of guy eventhough i appreciated hys courage . Sorry and i don't wish to cross path with you again =)

So, you darls might be thinking why i couldn't make it for my gals' gathering . Its simply because my little cousin had her 1st birfday yesterday . Yerps . She turned 1 yrs old yesterday . She's so chubby that i feels that i do not need to buy a teddy bear, just her beside me . Serious . Thats's her below . Cinta Aulyssa . Happy 1st birfday . Pix credits go to Kak Nor .

I want to take this opportunity to wish Qeu oso .

Nur Qurratuaini Bte Abdul Rafal,

Tanx for being my clasmate for two years in secondary school . Though we are not that really close, but i still love you and will always do . I will never lose a friend ,especially you're the first one that i befriend and approached . Qeu, i'll pray for your safety, health and future . Pray that you'll be meet you soulmate that will treasure you forever * do invite me ayte * . On study wise, i pray that you'll find a career that you love . And last but not least, pray to Allah that you are free from any sickness and healthy . Amin . Don't forget about our SIXteen yea ?

With love,

Feezah <3

That's for Qeu . Hope she likes it .

As for my Classmates -
In my P23, there's 3 MAY babies .
Pearle, Melissa and Kenneth .
I just knew them for 4 weeks but i started to treasure them in my life .
Friends are always loved by me .
We might be in different classes in the future but fret not, we will always be friends .
Same goes for all P23 students . I love euu guys even tho i just knew u guys . U guys make my day .
I love the way we bond tho we r of different races and ages .
I love when we play TABOO - all those silly actions * COCKtail, Penguin *
I love when we climb the staircase of 75 steps .

** Jane, I'm sorry for laffing at you . I'm sorry if you are hurt due to my actions . I'm sorry and i try to erase my gossips about you .

Enough of talking . Let the pix d its talking . Enjoys darls =)

Last but not least, a hug from Jane to Pearle =)

Kay den . That's all for today . You darls can update my blog once in two weeks . Love you all. Muaxxxxxxx .

FreakIng HuMid .

2009-05-02T23:15:00.009+08:00

Who would agree with me that the weather these days were so so so hot ?? ComeOn, Raise Ur hands up ! ! Teehee . Wannabe rapper like TOP =)

Okies . Enough typing craps .

Today is Saturday . Just now went to werk . So exhausted . Not because of there's a lot of customers but its just that some of the customers were really testing my patience . Honest . For instance, there's these 2 kids . They wanted to buy 2 vanilla cones but instead of having the cones, they wanted the sundae cups . For those who noes, no matter u want the plain sundae or with topping e.g hot fudge, u still need to pay it as $1.50 as u use the cup . I was trying my best to remain calmed as u see . These two kids who acted as if they work there, said that i am tricking them . My hypothalamus was boiling with anger at that point of time . So, the last resort was ? Called my manager . I told her the situation and she quickly said to the 2 YOUNG ADULTS that they should pay $3.00 . Luckily the father came and settled it . And u know what the kids say ? So ex are the ice-cream . Tsk . With those words, they walked off . I was a bit childish and immatured as i replied silently to them; Then why u still buy Macdonald's ice-cream if u know that its ex ? Lol . Kay . When i finished my werk for the day, Nic kept asking me to stay till 8 pm . Sorry, sir . Have tonnes of project and hwks to be done . Oh yea . I also asked for an off request till my term hols as i don't think that i have enough time to werk in the weekends =)

Last Friday was Labour's Day . Spend the day with my darls . Yipeeesss . So long never met them . Though some of us are in the same poly, it's still quite diff to meet as our timetables clash . So, we went to buy some gifts and a sunflower for Jannah to freshen her day up as the precious day - Thursday , she had a surgery . I was nervous for her . Alhamdulillah, with God's blessings, the op went smoothly . yah . Back to meeting Jannah, me - aini - fathin - rau went to Jannah's hse first . Met up with Q at the Void deck . A few secs later, Shar - nurul - syafa came . Yays . So sad that some of us couldn't come . Couldn't blame them tho . It was a last minute thing . Sory gals . Pix were taken . Stories were exchanged . All of us are surfacing some hardships in our new environment . Nvm . Its only starting . Hopefully things will get better . Amin . Jannah's health improved and she seemed fresh on that day . She even went out to TM with us . Hahahaha . Was kinda shocked when she said she wanted to follow us . Gerl, gerl . The Bus ryde in 29 was so fun . Its like u are sitting in a roller - coaster . hehehehe . Fathin kept clinging on to me at first, but then changed to aini's . So hilarious especially at the junction where the bus had to make a sharp turn . I had to cling on to the railing really hard as i would fall upon Shar, which stand behind me . Books bought . Went hme and was shocked to see Cik Mail, hys wife and one of their family members - which i just knew . They spent a night here . I was hoping for their sons and daughter to come tho . Hahahah . Only my cuzins know why . Remember the smooth hands Nurul ? Shasha, how bout the part when we scare u and that abg ngah was just sitting on the front door ? Reminiscing ~

I was thinking of uploading the pix taken with the gals but since my gals had posted them, i think i would not upload it . If u gals want it, i would sent it thru email . Sorrysss .

k . Let's talk about school shall we ? I have not updated euu darls about my class - P23 . The first day, i was kinda lost as i don't really explore block 81 that much . FYI, blk 81 is the Health Sciences Block . SO yeah . That's where my NSL and Anatomy Practical lessons are being held . My class is well-mixed, i must say . China scholars, Chinese , Malays and Indians . U noe sumthg ? I had really wanted Indian classmates that bad as in my sec life, i don't have an Indian clasmate . So, i was really elated to have them . Yeepss .

In the far left; Mr Eugene - Anatomy Practical Teacher

There's 14 of us ;

Andrew, Yee Fong, Kenneth, Daphne, Yan Yang, Meng Yu, Melissa, Pearle, Binu, Sara, Priye, Wirda, Fizah and Me . Oh yea . There's a gal that shares the name with me . She's from Queensway Sec and her birfday falls a day before mine . Cool ryte ? Hehehhehe .

I considered myself to be lucky as my mates are all frenly peeps and we are very bonded within these past 2 weeks . I hope that we will maintain these chemistry in the future . Out of all teachers, i kinda like Ms Ng as she's very good in teaching NSL and also she can be very sporty . As for lecturers, i like Dr Thomas . I think Andrew's is Dr Mei Lan . Hahahah . They have same features . Eyes - Nose - Mouth, Practically their face . Hehehhehe . Oh yea . There's a few scandals here and there in my group . Teehee .

The facilities in my school are kinda okay . Except that i don't like the part of walking up the hill evry day tho to reach my HS blk . Tiring and good exercising at the same tyme . Food are quite nice - Makan Place and SIM canteen . Made some friends in my tutorial group - T12 . A combo of P23 & P24 . I told u its P24, Ken . Oh yea . Speaking of Ken, he was popular these 2 weeks as he was in a fake scandal with someone . Before hym, was Andrew . Andrew delightedly passed that someone to Ken . Lols . However, i think that Ken and that someone kinda match tho . Serious . I won't really post the pix up here . I respect peeps privacy . Teehee . I knew by the tyme Ken read this part, he would just smile and the image of that someone's face would popped in hys mind . Ryte ?

Knew some of my clasmates characters here and there . Binu is a motherly type, Fizah is the happy-go-lucky type, Sara is the kind that mix up evryone 2gether, Pearle(B) is all smiles, Wirda has the kind of face that would crack peeps up and her laff and Fizah's laff are very funny . So cute . Priye is the honest type of person and she likes to stare peeps with the purple eyes . I kinda envy the eyes tho . The China scholars are very friendly . Yee Fong is the star of the class . Melissa(G) is very shy and whenever she get tease, her face would be all red easily . Andrew is the sarcastic and observant type expecially when it comes to peeps being late . Hahahhaha . Kenneth is the Kind one . Especially towards the someone . Oh yea . These two guys are very good in playing music arcade games . I always tend to lose . Also, they are good dancers . Right Andrew ? Lols . Even Shar and Jannah knows how tremendous he can dance . Ken is into the robotic moves .

That's all i think for now . I'm so effing exhausted and feeling sweatish all over . Nytes peeps .

Saranghaeyo,

Feezah ♥

Daesung - try smiling ( some snips )

~~shweel sae uhp shee noon mool ee chah oh reu goh

dah shee uhk jee roh ddoh sahm kyuh nae bohn dah..

jook eul mahn keum heem deu ruh doh

mee cheel guht mahn keum ah pah doh

oot neun dah~~

the endless tears keep filling up

i once again try to forcefully hide it

even though it hurts so bad

as if im gonna die

even though this pain is driving me crazy

i still tried to smile

~~nae gah duh nuhl sarang

hah nee kkah

nae jah sheen bohn dah nuhl

ah kkee nee kkah

doo noon eun oo ruh doh ddoh chah mah ah naen dah

mah eum hah nah moht deu ruh doh

nae sarang boh jee moht hae doh..

oh neul doh nee ah peh suh(nee ah peh suh)

dah shee hahn buhn ddoh oo suh bohn dah~~

because i love you more

because i care for you more then myself

even if my eyes begin to cry

i bear through it

even if i can't listen to my heart

even if i can't seek out my love

I try smiling in front of you

Let's pray .

2009-04-05T13:58:00.003+08:00

This galfren of mine is now in the OP room in God knows where the hospital is . Just hope that the op goes smoothly and she will be fine . For those who noe her, let's pray for her aite ? Hope that she will be smiling like before . Be strong, babe .

My granny was being admitted to CGH . Lately she's sick and been lying down always . Yesterday, she told ibu that she had difficulty in breathing . My uncle said that her breathing tube is kinda weak (?) and thus, she will have a diff in breathing if falls sick . So, my uncle called the ambulance and the paramedics took her . Later, i'm gg to see her . Hope that she will be fine . Miss you, granny .

Last week, went off to shop with my gfs . I read some of the gfs' post . Yeah . I can see that we r drifting apart . I'm so sorry if we went without you guys . I was aware that my actions were kinda selfish and didn't inform you guys . I appreciate the efforts that you guys made to unite all of us . All sixteen of us . I'm sorry and i hope euu guys will take my apology .
To Sof, i know that u have always been the one thats planning all the events -followed by qeu and nieya . I'm sorry if u guys felt hurt and bein pushed aside . I was informed of the shopping trip - the 1st date . Thus i had asked a day off . After that, then i knew about the changing of dates . SO SORRY . But i knew that i should asked you guys about the shopping outing . Not just mum .
I can't reverse my actions thus, i take it as a mistake that should not be repeated . Haiz . Ape2 i'll inform euu guys kay ? So sorry . Really hope for the next outing . And sof, qeu and nieya, don't stress on planning aite ? Skola da nk start . Just concentrate on studies . Laz minute outing will werk =) Most of the tyme .

Kay lar . Bubbyes .
And Jus, i won't blog about whom i like . Its useless since school is starting oready . Lesser chances of meeting hym =)

Askum .

Hope euu win . Amin .

2009-04-02T13:50:00.003+08:00

Helloooooooo . . . Im sooooo happy and excited . Euu know why ? My gf; Shar ( in red ) is going to take part in the singing competition in Ria 897 fm . Woohoo . Hope she wins . Its for experience tho . She's thinking of singing a song sang by Rossa but haven't confirm yet . What's important is that, she is able to gain experience . I'm happy for her . Next one is Fathin . Hehehehhe . She oso has a nice voice . So Fathin, how ? After Shar, its ur turn . Don't say no . Coz nobody will know its u - except us . teehee .
Yesterday went to werk . Nothing much . So sad that i can't go for the girls shopping on dis coming tuesday - werking . As me and Jannah had taken off tomorow, we decided that we just go shopping tomorow . So sorrie gals .
Boys before Flowers da bes . Boohoo . I'm so sad sey . Coz its lyke i'm always looking forward to Monday and Tuesday becoz of the shows . Now, no more . Haiz . Luckily still have the taiwanese shows . At least that keeps me alive . Lols . Alive or what . k lar .
gtg . Nid to iron my werk uni . So .

DARLS, DO TUNE IN TO RIA 897FM TONIGHT FROM 10 PM TO 12 AM .
Our gf; Shar is singing . Tqueesss .

Wif dat,
i love euuuuu .
Assalamualaikum .

Sometimes the person u hate the most, is the person u'll remember the most

2009-03-31T02:02:00.003+08:00

Heys darls . Last friday, i went to Siglap Sec to take my cert . My gfs tagged along too . The pix of us will be uploaded later on since i'm having my off . Yipees !
I don't know why .
Lately i watched this drama . A japanese one . So effing sad . Honest . The main character is having a disease which can't be cured and thus, she will die slowly . That's not important . The main thing is; she said that no matter how hard she tried to be optimistic and keep her family happy, she still have the thought that she's going to die . I mean . I'm not trying to say that i'm having a disease or what . Nope . Don't get me wrong . Is just that .
k . For u who thinks that u just know me, may stop reading this post . Seriously .
The part below is only for my darls who knew me for quite a long tyme . U noe who u gals are .
I don't know why .
I know its wrong for me to just throw hym away, out of my life . He's been a part of me since i was born . But as i'm growing up, he's not always there . Its lyke i can count the years he spent with me and my family . He's lyke mostly spend hys tyme and days in that place . I was young back days . I used to believe my mum's werds ' your dad is working overseas ' . I was too naive . Very . I knew the truth only when i was in Sec 1 . He was 'working overseas' thus my mum had to photocopy some documents to my new sec sch that stated hys whereabouts and why we couldn't get hys ic photostat and stuff . So one day, my teacher gave me back the envelopes that had the documents . I was curious of hys whereabouts so, i took out the documents . I was in the bus, otw home when i was reading it . I was actually shocked . Serious . I would never even think that he would be in that place . I know its wrong of me to state all this and show hys bad syde to euu darls . But i can't hold it . To whom shall i say this to . In my diaries, its all about hym . I mean its not that i can't trust my mum and other family members, but u noe what i mean . I don't have the heart to prolong this case about hym any further .
K back to the drama i was saying, no matter how hard i tried to keep my mum happy and free from any worries about hym, inside me . I still wonder how is he doing there . I wish to see hym and say hye . I don't want to be too late . God . I don't wish to lose hym . In my life, he's the one that i hated the most . Really . I never knew the meaning of hatred back days . I used to forgive and forget . Used to . No longer . That's me back days . I can forgive but never ever forget . I used to think i would hate hym till my last breath . But within these past 2 years, i think back and say whats the benefit of keeping the vengence in my heart when at the same point, its killing my heart and turn it into a black thing .
So, slowly i tried . Everytyme i met hym, i would make an effort to at least smile and asked hows he's doing . But evrytyme after the meetings, i would dream about the thing that he did which made me hate hym .
I can still remember . That morning i was getting ready to school, wearing my red cross uni . My other brothers too were getting ready to school . We were lyke rushing . Its always like that . I hate that feeling . If he never came back overnight, it means that he's been out drinking and would come back with a foul mood . Thus that morning, my mum told us to rush quickly . I really pitied her . In one hand, she's trying her best to protect us . In the other, she's .Idk . U just put in the words . We were very unfortunate as he reached home quite earlier than we expected . So, when he reached home, we were lyke scared . My heart was beating very very fast . Its lyke u don't know whats hys mood swings like . He acted very . Harsh . That's a nice way to describe hys actions . He don't allow us to go to school . When my mum rebut, he started throwing the flower vase outside the house . Due to hys act, we received a complain . Clever kan ?
Its lyke obviously the neighbours would complain about the noise he made . Its early in the morning arnd 6 am ? Who wouldn't get angry ? So, our ' frens ' came . Its been frequent . Its lyke i'm so ashamed to face them . So, after he talked thru wif our ' frens ' , he let us go . Can u imagine ? But he let us off with a warning that we would pay for our actions . I mean, its not us who called them . Haiz ~
Thus, my mum asked me to quickly rush as he might follow us . I was so scared that i hailed a cab and went to my gf's house . It was so embarrassing . But where else can i go ? My grndma's hse ? I don't want to worry her . Luckily my fren understand and came up with an excuse to her mum that i helped to carry her stuffs . Lyfe was always lyke dat . If he didn't come home overnight, we would wake up early in the morning and prayed that he didn't collide into us . Can u imagine a family that's scared of one another ? Home was not a place that i felt at peace . So, evrytyme after school, i would go to my grndma's hse to study and after my mum's finished werk, then i will mit her and go home 2gether . I would always avoid going home alone unless my brothers were already back home .
When he's by my side, i would have an uneasy feeling . The feeling of a mice towards a cat . Now when he's far away, i tend to miss hym . When i got to know from my youngr bro about hym and my mum separated, i was very elated . I think i'm the only daughter that's happy about her parent's divorce . I thought that my life was going to be peaceful and there will be no mre running away from hme early in the morning .
But when i went to an educational camp held by my school when i was in sec 4, one of the speaker asked students to raise hands if they have no parents or only one or divorced . I was actually reluctant . But i braced myself to raise my hand . Instantly, i knew my frens were shocked at that point of tyme . Till when can i lie from them ? Its of no use . Since young i heard about parents who get divorced but i never expected that my parents would be one of them . After that camp, i thought to myself that i would not let my mum suffer anymore . For the past years she had been in pain . Thus after separated from hym, i hope that she would led a normal lyfe . A new one . It was painful to see the tears coming out from my mum's eyes . Its more painful when u were in no position to help and just stare . I had been watching it secretly though my mum didn't noe till now that i saw . Her pleas, cries were too heartwrecking for me at that point . I would only lie on the bed and cried along with her . I also remember one tyme that i made her cried due to my silly action . I was otw home with my ex and forgot to call my mum . So, she was so worried that she asked my brother to wait for me at the void deck . With a happy face, i entered the house . Not knowing anythg, i smiled at her . Her eyes were all red . She told me that she was worried that i would be in danger or did anything silly with my ex . I was the eldest and i couldn't show bad e.gs to my ynger bros . She also said that i was lucky enuf that my dad haven't reach home or else i would be dead . I was so touched but i couldn't help feeling guilty for making her cry . Since that day, i went back hme straight . My ex did get bored but i couldn't explain to hym the reason of why im doing this .
Its 3 am already . I'm still thinking of hym . What's he doing . Is he ok there ? Did he get into any trouble ? How i wish that i can just go and meet hym now . Apologize to hym for all those rude werds that i've said to hym . As days past, i always pray that God make me healthy and be able to see hym in the future . I don't wish to lose hym . Gosh . My mum is sleeping beside me . If she just know that i cry to slip thinking about her and hym, she would be worry right ? I shouldn't do this . I should be strong . For me and for my mum . I should let go of the past .

So sorry for making u darls to read this such lengthy post . So emo ar feezah . hahahahh . Some of u might be thinking why is feezah writing this ? To gain sympathy ? Nope . Not at all . I just want to share my inner feelings to euu darls . Especially to my gfs be it in 4e1, 4e2 or 4e3 . I love euu girls equally . I know that we seldom meet thus that's why i post it in my blog . Hope euu darls treat me the same way as before . Just treat this as a regular post with just emo werds . Hehehehhehe . See, i'm smiling oready . So, u should also smile . Kay kay ? I think off for now . Need to bunk in . Eyes are too tired already . Mawns peeps .

Syitt .

2009-03-27T00:18:00.004+08:00

OhMieee ! ! Now my 2 lovely managers knew about hym . Darn . Luckily i never type out the names of the guys that me & Jannah had a crush on . If i had, I would be walking wif embarrassmeant ryte now . Haiz . Feezah2 . Y r u so careless ? N to my dear managers, its not hym that i have a crush on . No worries kay ? He's just a fren . Thanx for ur concern . I really appreciate it . Serious . But me & hym . Nope . It was all in the past . I mean he liking me . But now, no longer . Euu darls might be blur right now . Im soo sorrie . Its just dat i had to clarify it before my 2 lovely managers think out of the box and make me embarrass in front of dat guy . Nope . I can't imagine it . Not even in my nightmares . Sheeshhh ~
Just now, i felt ultimately lazy to the MAX to go to work . I mean i've not enter my werkplace for 5 days . So, it was awkward for me at first . Jannah was so lucky to go to Kiosk . Sheeshhh . But i guess im better off at Main Store . Kiosk is too small and relaxing . Don't get it wrong . It's just that i can't be in a place lyke dat after several days of relaxing at hme . hahhahahahh . Oh yea . Read about Norfa and her husband . I do pity her . I've seen several spammers, i mean don't they have their own job to do . Tsk tsk . What i can do is pray for myself that my lovely tagboard won't be spam by harshful words . Amin .
kay lar darls . nId to go bunk in . Sok morning i nid to wake up early . Have to collect my testimonial at my alma mater - Siglap sec . And Jannah said that she missed the food from the school canteen . So i guess i'll be having my breakfast there . teehee =)
So, nytes2 and swit dreams earthlings . Do dream about me kay kay ? hahhaha . No lar . Joking2 oni . It's lyke as if u can choose ur own dreams gytu . Lol .
Assalamualaikum .

Boo ~

2009-03-26T12:52:00.003+08:00

Boooooo my earthling ~
Hmmm . Heard about this earth project thingy going on this Sat ? I wish i can play a part too but i'm werking my ass off the whole night . My manager is asking me & Jannah to werk till 2 am . How ? I'll ask ibu's permission first . Oh yea . I don't think i'll post about my aunt's birfdae . Too long . Oh yea . Let's post about my werk at airport kies ?
Dhaval didn't come and was exchanged with Kelvin . So, got to know the store actually had crews outing so that means the peeps who werking there from 2.30 till 11 pm are all attachment from other stores - excluded 3 ladies who were Mysians . There were 2 counters that were opened - one counter by an aunty from bedok inter while another one was run by Kelvin . I was hys runner basically . Then, there were this aunty from Elias Mall Mcdy, which was near to my alma mater . Small werld . She's so funny . To the Max . And i never wonder that working there was very borng . Very . Its lyke the customers came bit by bit . Evryone was so sleepy . Tsk tsk . So, to stay awake, we practicaly chitchat like nobody's business . The atmosphere was exactly lyke u step into a library - the reference section .
So, i was lucky enuf coz i was the only one there that went back at 10 pm . Hahahha . U should see my colleges faces . So sad . I pity them but i still nid to go back . Sorry darls .
Last Tuesday i went to NP wif Ibu to pay my fees for the Foreign Language thingyy . Was a bit sad coz the class for Mandarin had closed . So reluctantly, had to choose Korean . Chey . Reluctant kepe . hahahah . Happpyyy sey . Over the moon, to b precise . But dowan to show it to Ibu . Phm2 je .
Later nid to go to werk . Mlz ~
Wish evryday some kind soul wud transfer money into my bank account . Chey ! Hahahhaha . In my dreams . k la . Before i continue on this crapness, i'll stop here .
Till den, bubbyessss .
Assalamualaikum .

Pix of INIZAH .

2009-03-23T00:10:00.026+08:00

A story of 2 gals is yet to be told .

Aini - Ketik Sifar Tiga ya ?

Feezah - Saya pula Sifar 9 .

Here's the story . Aini is combing her thick, luscious, black hair .

Feezah envy Aini's hair . Her eyes caught upon a shiny, greeny pair of scissors .

Oh My ! What is Feezah doing ?

Did she wish to stab Aini from her back, without Aini noticing of her presence ?

Someone ! Please stop her ! Or is it too late ?

Look at her ! Smiling with satisfaction . Tsk tsk .

Nah . Euu guys are thinking too wild . She's just helping Aini to snip off some parts of her hair .

Look ! Still can pose . Euu guys arh . Must not think too out of the box .

Here's the proof ! A clean, nice 5 bucks given to Feezah for cutting Aini's hair .

Taddaaaa . Finish . Soo short eh ? This is our first short clip . Do give commens yea . Below are some random snaps . Just don't mind the 'step-pretty' face .

Below is NC16 . Kids, close ur eyes !

The rest can watch . heheheheh .

Kay . It's done . At last ! Alhamdulillah . The next pix post is gonna be about my aunt's nyer birfday . Udah penat banngettttt . Kay deh . Dada . Sayang kamu semua yahhhhh .

Summarised Up .

2009-03-22T19:38:00.006+08:00

Wellloes earthlings .

As i had typed out last week, i intend to post up all those pix for today . So, since i'm quite lazy, i might as well continue on with the plan .
Oh yea .
Some of u might be thinking why am i changing my skin again . Urm . Let's just say i've came across some of peeps' blogs that have the same skin as mine . So, to avoid being copycat and stuffs, i changed it . Tiresome . I wonder how does Fathin cope with it . Tsk tsk . I salute euu babe .
The song that i've chosen to share with euu darls is by ST 12 : Saat Terakhir . I think this song is so outdated but i guess i'm addicted to it due to this sinetron * indon drama serials* NIKITA at RCTI . The story line is soo sad plus the lead actor is ... Cute . Don't wish to elaborate in case some of euu darls might not like it . Also, besides NIKITA, i am also heavily addicted to MELATI UNTUK MARVEL & CINTA FITRI season 3 . Haiz . These drama's are making my eyes glued to the TV .
As for Korean & Taiwanese dramas, its weekly so it took a lot of patience to watch another episode as compared to the Sinetron, which is daily . Heheheehe .
Tomorow is going to be very an interesting day for me . I'm going to work at Mcdy at airport terminal 2 . Alone ! I mean . Not really alone, sheeshh . Jannah is not going to work tomorow *sobsob* . Will miss you . She has her own reasons . Don't wish to explain it here . Too personal . But luckily Khairul and Dhaval are coming too . Phew ! At least there's people i know .
I guess by now u darls might be thinking when is Feezah going to put up the pix . Hehehehhe . I'm testing your patience . Sorieee . Is this post long oready ? Shud i put up the pix in a new post ? Hmmmm . . . Kay den . I will . There will be pix of my aunty birfday held at my hse - 070309 and pix of me and aini . See u on the next post . Toodles . Assalamualaikum ( Muslim readers )

P.S I SERVED DIDICAZLI A MEDIUM LATTE ! !

hahahhahah . U may call me fanatic but i've been a fan of didicazli since his first song - Dambaan . Didn't know Jannah is also a fan of hym . Teehee . Got a member here . A fren of me & Jannah at Mcdy knew about Jannah like this guy . Only like . I don't know whether she still like or not coz she told me about hym few months back . Sheeshh . Me too lar . Not to put the blame on Jannah alone, i admit that i too have a crush towards this guy at my werkplace . Only LIKE ok ! Not more than that . Jannah might be smiling to herself ryte now . See Jannah . I post about eur's and mine's k . Fair . kay lar . mwahhhhhh .

Blow all the 17 candles, babe !

2009-03-12T18:53:00.005+08:00

Hye peeps . Today is a special day to one of my Gf - SYAFA'ATON .

Today is the day when she's born into this earth but not dis yr lar .

17 yrs bck .

Now she's no longer an infant, but a full grown lady .

A future nurse, like me =)

So, let me sing a birfday for her kays ?

Tanjoubi omedetou ( 誕生日おめでとう ) - Happy birfday .

HAPPY BIRFDAY TO U .

HAPPY BIRFDAY TO SYAFA .

HAPPY BIRFDAY TO EUUUUUUUUUU .

Okies . Now euu may blow the candles .

Dah ? hehehehehe . For euu who might not noe her, i'll insert her pix . Dats her on the left .

Previously i did said about im gonna tell u about someone kan ? kan ? hahahahha . kay lar . i giv euu the commercial poster about it . Hold on kay .

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Anxious enuf ?

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teeheee . da lar . dowan to torture euu darls oready .

TADAA ! !

I noe euu mite be blur rite now . hahahah . actually aini told me to post this story . Next post i tell euu . Its all pix . So next post is gonna be a few werds and tonnes of pix of me and her . So if somethere, out there, someone is interested, do kip coming to my blog kay ? tank euuuuu so much . hehehe . its self promoting, abit onie .

kay lar . Tomorow is gonna be hectic for me coz morning nid to go to NP to collect a new form and in the eve, nid to go to Sof's hse . So, wif dat . Bubbyesss . MWWWAAAHHHHH .

And aini, tank euu for being able to accompany me to NP tomorow . C ya 2morow babe .

I wonder why my heart keeps beating faster and faster upon ur presence .

B - Lated ! !

2009-03-12T00:43:00.007+08:00

WELLOES !

Peeps mite say im outdated .
Sorrieeee .
Was tired and stuffsss .

Let's continue with our b-lated birfday wishes aite ?

First up is NUR FATHIN IZZATHI .

She's a fren of mine since 4 yrs back . We've grown closer during sec 1 - projects thingy and from that onwards. we bcame CLOSE buddies . She has a good taste in fashion and in music . I must say that i started to listen to english music because of her influence - good one kay . hahahah . Oh yea . She loves to POUT . teeheee . And i tried to copy her way of posing wif a pout lips before . Dozens . But still cannot . I must say that she really has grown up mentally and physically - slimmer u noe - within those past 4 years . Eventhough she may seems funny and smile most of the tyme, she is a human too . She cried but in her tiny heart . But when she finally let it all out, it was very heartbroken for me to see as she's good in hiding her feelings . Oh yea . Speaking of feelings . Lets disturb her abit . Abit onie . She used to like dis guy - our senior . hahahahah . Only some of the galfrens noe about hym . We called hym what eh fathin ? hmmmm . *yumsyumsICECREAMyumsyums* OMG . Fathin is so gonna blush till her pinky red cheeks can be seen . Its so obvious i tell u . Cute kan ? hahaha . Like use blusher . Enough talking . Lets wish .

Babe, may euu succeed in ur upcoming events, studies and life . I noe that the future holds a lot of obstacles . May it be emotional or whatsoever . hehhehe . Just be strong but don't hide ur feelings kay ? Let it out if there's a need to . Show peeps what ur made of . Don't let people take advantage of euu . Euu may seems happy all the tyme . But we r still humans, not robots . So, last of all, i pray for ur happiness and success and health . Oh yea . N romance . hahhahahaha . Find yang cute2 ones kay ?

HAPPY 17 TH B - LATED BIRFDAY, BABE .

For euu who might not noe who's Fathin, she's in the left hand side of the pix . The right hand side is . hahahha . entah . donnoe wich gal .

Next is Liyana . She goes by the name of LEEYAN . Outgoing, witty, love to laff ( i really mean it ) and a smile is always on her face . I knew her since sec 3 which is 2 yrs bck . Eventhough we r not from de same class, we still do exchanged smiles as we shared the same passion . Music . We r from the same cca which bonded us together . Oh yea . Speaking of dat, i wish to thank Leeyan, Shar, Rau2 and Fathin for helping to get thru the choir audition . It was nerve-wrecking lar sey . K back . Sorrie leeyan . hahahahah . Now the spotlight is back at euu .

Leeyan babe , though we just noe each other , we had shared tons of secrets . basically on our personal relationships wif another human being called Boy . hahahaha . Last row at the back of the class was fun . We always chatttttt , ate - during class u noe , and othere stuffs . It was fun knowing euu . Honestly . Eventhough there's been ups and downs in class, we still chat as per normal . Thank euu . Oh yea . Forgot to tell euu guys . Leeyan is AN AWESOME ARTIST . I hope she will continue polishing her skills in her school - LaSelle . Good luck .

HAPPY 17 TH B - LATED BIRFDAY, DARL .

Leeyan is standing on the left hand side of the pix . Again that gal on the right hand side . tsktsk .

3ird is my cute fren , NURUL AIN . I had known her since sec 1, like Fathin oso . We r lyke from the same class every year lar sey . Cool kan ? hahhaha . Still remember the part when we r told that we cannt enter 3e3 . So sad sey . Evryone in 2e1 - mostly our gfs dpt masok . Excluding me and ayeen . So, me and her was like ' wadeva it is, we still in the same class . Have each other . ' hahahah . Those tymes . So the J type . Though during sec 3 and sec 4, there's a trouble in communicating with one another, we still made up . Oh yea . At one point of tyme, i envied her handwriting thats bubblish and fattish, i said to myself ' I MUST COPY HER HANDWRITING' . . true enuf . I was able to . But ! ! ! My english teacher, Dear Mrs Rajan complained that she cant read my handwriting . Reluctantly, i had to change my handwriting to another one . But its for my own good . tanx cher !
Yeen, i noe that we might lead our own separate paths from now on . But do kip in touch aite ? Sesibuk cmner pon, i'll try to at least catch up wif euu . Kay babe ?

HAPPY 17 TH B - LATED BIRFDAY, CUTIE .

She's on the right side . Soriiees for de blur pix but this is best out the best . Ignore the left part =)

Kay earthlings . That's for now . Oh yea . Do kip coming to my blog coz the next post is gonna be about someone . Just someone . Not a guy , no worriesss . Nytes . MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHssss .

Is it the right tyme ?

C'est La Vie '09 .

2009-03-02T15:51:00.050+08:00

Heyyyyaaaaaaa . Kay . Today's post is gonna be about the C'est La Vie '09 concert held by my X-sch = Siglap Sec . Yeah . Pix were taken . Tonnnsss . So, hope euu darls enjoy . Bubbyeessss . Oh yea . Wanna sae dat if i did not take pix wif u on CLV, im so sorry . I love euu guys - my galfrens - no matter what .

Can I be Ur Dancing Queen ?

Fly .

2009-02-23T13:16:00.004+08:00

Heyyyyaaa .
Lotsss of stuffs happened .
The Highlight is gonna be about Naz .

Yes .

Naz .
I really dont noe wad to sae about hym .
Haizzzz .
If u gals r in my shoes, what wud euu do ?
Had asked Jannah, her mother(?) and my ibu for OPINIONS .
Euu can c HOW desperate i am ryte ?
He's just .
CHILDISH .
Yeah .
It suits hym .
Does it ?
I dont noe .
The thing that made me mad is .
as im typing, its raining outside .
c, even the weather noes my mood .
Back .
He wanna quit the job at Mcdy BCOZ OF ME ! !
C ?
I was feeling guilty lyke shit urh .
honestly .
Some of eu might wonder y does he quit ?
Haiz .
In simple terms, he lyke me .
Yeah .
Nof enuf of that, the way he text me all that .
He may says that he treats me lyke a sis .
But i have a conscience .
That tells me STRONGLY that he aint speak the truf .
Jannah was the witness for all text .
She read it .
Euu can ask her if euu want .
Beh .
When i told hym bout what i felt and stuffs,
he said that he was sad .
Sad that i didnt trust hys werds .
Haiz .
dotDotdotDot .
Before putting down the fon,
he said that to make me less guilty and all dat .
He decided to back off .
Which means that he want to quit the job at mcdy .
Haiyooooo .
He caused me to stay awake the whole night,
even though this body of mine is screaming for me to rest .
Barniclessss .
Laz week, he was supposed to end hys werk around 11pm - same tyme as me and Jannah .
BUT .
He asked the manager for early dismissal .
So, off he goes arnd 9+ pm .
I didnt notice till Jannah said .
She added that maybe he didnt want to feel awkward later when we finished werk 2gether .
I hope that he doesnt think that way .
pheeeewwwwwwwwwwwww .
When typing this, the feeling of guiltiness(?) is still in my hart .
Nvm .
Maybe one day when we came across, we will be able to act as we used to . Insya'allah .

Next .
Laz week, celebrated my luvly galfren's birfdae . Dont misunderstand okays . She's one of my bestest galfrens . Nuraini . Hope that she lyke my gift eventhough its kinda laz min . Sorrie darl . Beh , laz week too, some of my GFs came to Mcdy and visited us when me and Jannah were werking . Oh gosh . Miss them all over again . Nvm2 . Tomorow cn mit . Yippeeee ! ! Luis, my ex-skulmate too came . But diff days and timings . Yeah . It was nice to mit hym .

FATHIN & LUIS .
SORIIIE I CANT TYPE OUT SOME NICE WERDS FOR EUU BOTH . HAD TO BE READY FOR WERK . WITHIN THIS WEEK, I'LL TYPE OUT A NICE ONE FOR EUU GUYS KAY ?

Kay den . dats all . Oh yea . I came across this vid of Selena Gomez . Gosh . Love her hair . Enjoys .

MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

All About . .

2009-02-12T15:22:00.002+08:00

Hey there, darls .
Hahahahahh . looks lyke one of my gals are complaining . oops .
soriee eh babe . mls nk type actually .
hmm . This week had flew past breezly(?) . Oh ya .
HAPPY 1 MTH ANYY - werking at mcdy .
Its dedicated to me and Jannah . lols . never thought of re-working at mcdy sey . tsk tsk . many things happened recently at werk . Finally able to wash the Milo Machine by myself . Achievement ! hahahaha . Got to noe in depth my frens . Ben 10 is actually funny, evnthough he may seems talkative, he still did hys job . Kelvin . Some peeps say that he's a robot . hmm . not for me . He may looks younger than hys age and plus hys 'weird ' character . But he's very helpful and can crack me up wif hys silly acts . hahahah . Ben loves to laff at Kelvin's . Justin is still wif hys torturing act . Instruct me to do this and that . But in the end, he sure noes how to make me smile .
Azim, Dinie and Naz . A trio in the kitchen . Hahahahah . Naz is a permanent staff in the kitchen, unlike Azim and dinie . Sometimes they werk in the kitchen or counter . Depends . Dinie is busy wif hys gal . hahahah . cute ar . He's a qualified nurse from Ite Simei * jealous * . Azim is a . um . ape eh . Dier ni nampak je pendiam tapi suke kacau org . Naz . He's a big bro to me and Jannah . But he misunderstood it . Euu gals noe what i mean . Don't wish to talk about dis any further . Just glad that he came clean wif it fast . Kalau tak, guarantee it will destroy our frenship dats too young . Yeah . Jannah had a strong instinct . Dat gurl ar . Mulut dier masin . hahahha . Smalam lagy keje, nampk Amalina and her guy . She's and actress of K14 .
Hmm .
There's a request from my gal, to talk some nice werds about her .
hahahah .
This part goes out to euu kay, Shar ?

Sharifah Humairah
A gal that was bossy,
was what i thought 5 yrs back .
Tried to talk to her,
but didnt manage to after she befriend a gal named Rau .
4 yrs were enuf for me to noe her personality .
Some kids from our previous skul may be scared of her .
But im not .
She may look fearless .
And fierce .
That's only the outer skin .
In order to noe the person well,
i must learn how to appreciate her .
By ?
Knowing her interests, thoughts and all .
She's energetic .
More than me, i must say .
She's brave to do dangerous games .
Unlike me .
Up for challenges .
Soar up high to achieve her goals .
Didnt even look down and step bck,
evnthough she didnt get her goals .
She's optimistic .
When a fren in need,
she's always there to extend a helping hand .
Be it emotionally or physically .
She's also a good teacher to me and my gals .
Eventhough she's gifted,
she still humble and never arrogant .
Willing to share info wif her frens .
yeah .
I never regret knowing her .
But i do regret not knowing her earlier .

Shar, lets continue this frenship of ours kay ?
When u have prob, in need of sum1 to talk to about fashion, guys or anythg,
juz beep me .
I'll not change my number .
Same goes for the rez of my galfrens .
Juz text or call me .
i'll be picking up ur call asap .

Shudnt i feel grateful ?

CB = Chicken burger !

2009-02-07T01:38:00.004+08:00

Hahahahahah . Title for today's post is totally random, i must agree . teehee . I seriously dont noe what to update about . Hmmm .
Let's list out things that happened in my lyfe within these 2 weeks .
My adk - Hilmi had turned 15 on 22 jan 09 . Yeah . So big oready ar . Tsk tsk . Outside, when im walking beside hym, peeps thought that im hys gal . Wad de ? C de pic ?
2 of my galfrens turned into BIG 17 .
Rau2 - 28 Jan 09 .
Sue - 4 Feb 09 .
Wooohooo . But still cant go watch M18 show . hehehehhe . Must wait for one more year .
Next, on the Chinese New yr, i werk my feet off for lyke 10 hrs evryday, for 2 days . Sian ah . But lucky got peeps lyke Naz, Juf, Azim and Dinie to entertain . Not forgetting, my galfren - Jannah .. hehhehe . Kak Shida, Rasoul, Shakira and Cik Rogaiyah . yeah . On the eve of CNY, the whole kiousk - bus inter, was full of Malay peeps . Cool sia . But got prob . Euu see, some Chinese peeps cant tok in eng . Then, we have difficulty - TERRIBLE, in understanding what they want . Last resort was to ask help from other chinese customers to translate . Sheeehhh . Effing pissed off lar . Kalau la leh ckp mandarin . Bez . No nid to seek help from other Chinese peeps . Troublesome .
Next . .
Oh yea . 24 Jan, my uncle from Nilai, KL came over . Wif hys family, but not entirely . Oni hys wifey and daughter + anak jiran . hahahah . In my hart at tt point of tyme, i was lyke feeling suckish . Y eh abg tu tak dtg ? hahhahaha . Lets juz sae cousin's crush . Oni me and Nurul, my cuzzie noes . Tapi seriously, he's cute for a Malaysian . Stop blabbering . Did some shopping wif dem . Like its a must .
On 28 Jan, met Shaz babe . Confiden gler yang dier leh naek bus sendiri . tsk tsk . But i noe that one day she can . Rupe2nyer, Kuu pon de . Lerh . hehehhe . Three of us headed to Pizza Hut . Catched up some gossips, norm . teehee . Jln2 jap . Shz bought 2 tops . Then, bler pat dlm kdai Mango, Fina called me . Im soooooo soorrieee . She asked me out but terpkse sey kene turn down . Sbb petang tu kene werk . Haiz . Kalau tak, cpt2 da accept offer . Sorrie babe . Next tyme . I oso mish euur twins . hehehehhe .
This week is utter mundane . Just now, me and Jannah can't make it to Sue nyer surprise party . Punyer lar binget . Ahhhhhhh . Tapi we did called her and wished her HAPPY BIRFDAE . Thru fon lak tu . Soooo sad . At that tyme, me and Jannah pat kitchen tempat keje . Beh kecoh skejap . hahhahah . ye lar . I on the speaker . Habis satu dapur can hear the convo . But heck cares . S long i happy . Nic pon tgk me and Jannah smcm . sorie boz .
Discovered a new talent unleashed within my manager, Justin . Singing . Tsk tsk . Even in front customers can sing . Justin, Justin . Then, he can still ask Jannah whether she's smiling due to hys cuteness or not . hahahah . Coz hys gf said to hym dat hys cute . SO WHAT ? hahhahah . ur gf mah, not mine . Love to torture me . But at last, surrender .
How can i clean the dirt behind the screws at the McFlurry Spinner Machine ? Crazy ryte ? At first i tot dat he was joking, but after Kak Syiqin pon ckp cm gytu, i pon . Mcm bdk slenge, caye . Beh i can ask where's the screwdriver . Luckily, Aunty Sharon helped me . Phew . To cover it, Justin told me to clean the dirty towels & replace it wif new ones . Haiz . He sure making me hate hym .
Forgot to insert, 2 days back, Qeelah, Ais and the Twins dropped by at my werkplace . Hahahha . cute sey dorang . Masok, shouted my name several tymes, and after dat went out . lolls . I waved at dem lyke nvr c dem for thousand years like dat . To make it worse, there's a lot of customers at tt point of tyme . hahahhah . heck cares .
Kay lar . dats it for now . there's no pix for dy mean tyme . Sorriie . Mawns peeps .
MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! !

P.S Kendra babe, Juz do what u think is right and not based on ur feelings . Trust ur conscience and heart . Coz they are the ones that can give euu answer at the point of tyme when there's nobody to seek to .

Missing euu . .

2009-01-22T02:16:00.002+08:00

Its not who euu think kays ? hahahah .
Its bout my dad . I think i shud spill some of it today .
My dad is somewhere safe and sound .
Yet it is a HELL to the residents there .
Its true .
Its a place where euu reflect back euur 'good actions' and realise it .
Its also a place where scares the goooseebumps out of euu .
I think some of euu might get the clue .
But i won't tell .
Sorie .
Lips are sealed .
If not sparing my mum, i would have type it all out by now .
Whhhhuuuuuuuu .
Its hard for me .
Sometymes i try very hard 'extremely' to not think of hym .
But i couldn't .
He's my dad .
My only dad in this werld and in the afterlife .
Its true .
I can't deny the fact .
Eventhough he did mistakes, i would - with all my hart - forgive hym .
Some peeps might think y am i so stupid and naive to forgive my dad so easily ?
Idk .
I mean .
Euu try putting urself in my shoes .
Try standing in the 'middle of an event .
Where evrybody has a dad and euu do not have .
Don't euu feel envy ?
A slightest bit ?
Don't euu feel sad and down when evryone's dads praise them when they score gud marks for results ?
Don't euu feel left out ?
I mean eventhough ur mum is there to give support, euu still feel the empty space .
Its lyke a chair in the middle of ur school hall .
Or maybe a room - for those who r not skuling .
The feeling inside me is trying to crawl out .
Seeking for . .
Idk .
Its just that .
Nvm .
I'm still surprised y i did not cry upon hearing the news from ibu .
Maybe at dat tyme, im trying to act tuff .
Mybe i shud just wake ibu up from her slip in the mid of the nite and cry in her shoulders .
yeah .
But i didnt do that .
I don't want ibu to be crushed any further .
i don't mind bottling up these feelings for the future 7-8 yrs .
If that makes ibu happy .
All i nid from ibu is to see a sincere smile that has twinkles in her eyes and not tears of sadness .
Never ever .

Let It All Out . .

2009-01-21T13:05:00.004+08:00

Heyya . Euu mite be wondering what is the above pix about ? nah . no worries . its just old memoirs . Actually its been a long tyme oready that i want to rite about this . But due to lack of tyme ( chey , like business woman gytu ) , this post was kept back . Kay . Since now i have tyme, i shall rite about the pix . Do euu darls remember about this guy named Ben ? Its been a long tyme actually . Nvm if euu nvr remember . I understand . teehee . yeah . its hym . The pix above was given to me but i editted it . For fun sake . Dat tyme, after much silence between us, i felt lyke as if he's a dumbass . sorie . i mean can't euu just tell me what did i do wrong and leave me after dat ? Y silence did u choose ? I noe i have many flaws, so what ? Other peeps have too . Dat was what i've been thinking after dat dae euu chose dat path . Path that tortures me . Eventhough i've known euu for a quite a short period of tyme, i thought euur diff . Guess i was wrong huh ? I shudnt let euu enter my lyfe in the first place . But i was glad actually . Thankful to be exact . Euu noe yy ? Bcoz now i realise that guys are still guys . If they dislike the gal and afraid to break her heart, they will just choose the short-cut way . Ignore sms-es, calls . Is dat what euu've been thinking ? By doing that, i'll not be sad ? Maybe im wrong in all these . Mybe ur intention of ending all of it is diff . Who noes . Okays . Maybe god knows . And for that, i waant to thank quee . Tquee for ending it . Tquee for meeting me . I have learnt a lesson behind all this . From euu, i realise that i can't trust peeps just lyke dat . Esp. GUYS . Hell yeah . My gals are right . Never fall for a guy just lyke dat . Now i noe . Back days, i've been lyke dis . Several tymes . Yet i'm still stubborn . Still believe that each guy is diff . Still believe that there is a guy out there dat is unlike the rest . But now, after being hit on the forehead ( is it ryte ? ) , i suddenly wake up from my 'lalaland' . From dis day onwards, i shall be diff . Not dat big diff . Maybe diff in choosing guys . I shall erase all my beliefs and plant a new one . Shud i do that in order to be happy ? oh wells . Whateva it is, i shant concentrate on it and instead focus my entire attention to werk and school . That will keep me occupy from all this stuffs . Yeah .

Light Off, Please !

2009-01-16T14:28:00.009+08:00

Werk was so tiring . Hahahahah . Even Jannah had to massage her legs after a day at werk . Cute sey . Hmm . Let's talk more about werk shall we ? So far, Sofia, Bakar, Kae Siong, Shermain and Elicia - sorie if i spell wrongly saw me and Jannah werking . Sheeshh . Embarrassing . The first day at werk, i was assigned by kak Shar to do runner . Runner as in i have to take all the orders - drinks, foods . I was paired up wif an aunty, which seems to be my fav . Although she's a bit naggy and stuffs but she still don't flare up at me . Hahahahha . I'm her 'baby' for the day wadd . Jannah was YC's baby . Lols . There's a lot of managers there . All wearing red and blue tops . Friendly, i must sae . And they are very gud in handling fussy customers . Oh well . Their jobs . Oh yea, got to noe a senior from Siglap sec - batch 2 yrs above me . He'a a Floor Manager there . Kay lar . Over frenly . hahah . i'll tell euu bout it l8r .
Few days past and i am a bit confident wif the cashering stuffs . Jannah is my runner . At one point in time, Jannah asked the manager : I must run her arh ?
Lawl . Make me run k Jannah ? heheheh . Yesterdae, Mak Jannah saw us werking . Malu nyer muke . Beh, my 2 aunts oso caught me off guard by queuing at my counter . Terperanjat gak .
There's a few new crews coming in yesterdae . Mens - MALAY . One is a fren of Hidayah and another one . Urm .. I think mcm abg to pakcik gytu . Beh siap pakai jade nyer necklace lak . I mean . I don't wish to judge the man from hys looks but the way he approached us seemed weird and creepy . Can ask Jannah bout dat .
Since we - me and Jannah werk 5days per week, we r given another set of uni . The tops which are supposed to be S , are M instead . The manager said don't have . Kay . nvm bout dat . One of the pants was XL, so Jannah went to the manager to change it to M . hahaha . Naseb aek ader . While waiting for our drinks from McCafe, the manager called me . He said that he had a piece of top sized S . Only one . Then he told me to give the top to Jannah instead . N u noe why ? He said that i can grow more fatter ! Wt . hahahahhah . Beh, another manager whose busy counting the cash oso added in . He noes dat i will grow more fatter, wif the food of Mcdy . Haiz . Loss of werds . Nvm, peeps . Feezah will show euu that she will slim down . But when eh ? heheheh . Kay lar . Tomorow meeting Aini .
Lastly, i'll be werking my feets off from 25-27 Jan . So, pardon me if i cn't update muchhie kay ? Saw a poster at my wrkplace saying that Mcdy is hiring new crews . So, if any1 interested to werk, do drop by at Mcdy - opp CPF building ( Tamp ) .

Below are 2 peeps from Korea which seems to catch my attention .

Lee Min Ho and followed up by Kim Bum .

P/S I seemed to get over euu . So yeah . Thank god !

OmiGosh .

2009-01-12T10:00:00.002+08:00

I just love this guy; Rezky Aditya . For those who might noe know hym, he is an actor from Indonesia . He's quite famous actually but oh well . This drama that he acted ( not Suci ) which is ' Melati utk Marvel ' . hahahhah . The character is quite goofy, easy going guy . Teeqa, y not let me be the 1st one - fan . Followed up by euu . Can ?

Oh yea . Reality check . 4 hrs more to O level results release . AHHhhhhh . Can't tahan anymore . For those who are experiencing these, euu guys noe it too . Torture lar sey . Tsk tsk . okies . gtg . Stomach is churningg up . I think i ate too much cili jeruk yesterdae . haiz . bubbye darls . Will update euu bout my results . MWAHHHHHHH .

Bulanhaeyo 불안해요

2009-01-08T20:26:00.003+08:00

ahn-nyong-ha-se-yo .

heheheh . u darls may be thinking that fizah is out of her mind !
sorie . i'm just in the K-Mood . K stands for Korean . Just watched Hana Yori Dango KOREAN VERSION . OMG ! Hyun Joong is acting . wooohooo . For those who don't know whose HJ, he's a singer of SS501 . His voice is soooooo nice and soothing .

Next . Let's talk about another singer whose voice, i must say, is much nicer than HJ oppa .

This is a pik of Alex oppa and Shinae unni . Actually they are matched up together for an artificial wedding . yeah . Alex is the singer that has a soothing voice . And also, by the way he sing, it can touch ur heart . Honestly .

Others are Kim Bum Soo who sang BOGOSHIPDA, Kim Dong Ryul who sang Like A Child, Hwanhee, Rain, Andy, Kangin and many more . hehehehhe .

Are u guys still wondering what does the title, Bulanhaeyo means ? It means scared . Actually, the news hav spread all over the islandwide . O level results is gonna be release on this COMING MONDAY ! ! Aaaarrrghhhhhh ! I noe i've did my bez but u juz tend to have this pressure in ur mind - family . Euu noe what i mean . Pray and hope that i'll attain gud results . Please, Allah ! Hamba-mu pasrah dgn segalanya yang kau beri . Amin .

Like A Child - Kim Dong Ryul Ft Alex Oppa <33

InsideOut .

2009-01-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

I noe euu darls are thinking y is fizah so lazy to update her blog ? hahhaha . sorie . its juz dat i dont what to type out . The pictures that were taken at my aunt's bbq are all be glued together in a slide . So yeah . Takes tyme .
Right now, i dont noe whether to cry or to sigh with relieve . Honestly . I dont think i shud explain in details what happened here . But its juz . EuuNoeiKnow . So sorrie darls . Its too personal . For what i noe, i'll have to wait for 7-8 yrs for it to be released .
To Luis, sorrie for not chatting wif euu in msn . This thing was in my mind juz nw . So sorrie . Gud luck for ur orientation !
To the rez of my hunnykins, will try to fasten up the slide thingyy and post it up here for euu guys .
Oh yea . Me and Jannah got a job . lets not touch on dat shall we ? hahahhahahah .

Fresh News !

2008-12-28T12:19:00.005+08:00

OMG ! Just finished watching ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY . Its basically about a gal named Mary Santiago ( Selena Gomez ) who werk for an evil woman named Dominique . Mary loves to dance and had a cute crush towards this singer/dancer named Joey Parker ( Andrew Seeley ) . Joey had a new music video coming up so he's seeking for a new dancer to dance with hym in it . So, he went to the hometown of Mary . Blablabla . For what i noe, u better watch it ! Yes, euu ! I noe, euu might be wondering where to watch it . U can go to http://www.watch-movies.net/ . Go check it out yea .

AndrewSeeley . Wanna dance ?

Just that girl - Andrew Seeley

Enjoys !

BTW ! Vietnam won Thailand yesterdae in AFF Suzuki Cup 2008 ! Look out S'pore, Thailand ! A new rival is in town ! wooohoooo .

HECTIC !

2008-12-27T21:13:00.010+08:00

Heyya ! Sorie fer not updating for lyke 6 days ? Hehehehe . Was lazy + tired . Actually more into lazy err . lols . typical me . oh wells . I want to sae sorrie for Shar babe, Fathin darl as i couldnt go and follow euu guys laz fridae . And thanx to Luis for euur concern, dude . Hahahaha . No nid to apologize yaww ! Acchhhooo . I was basically becoming like a Rudolf - Rednose Reindeer . This nose of mine ! Im not trying to say that i dont appreciate this god's creation . But seriously, its bugging the BARNICLES out of me since early morn . Why oh why dear nose ? lols . Kays . Without further ado, lets present this week activities yea ?

22 & 23 December 2008

Wanna sae HAPPY 30th BLATED BIRFDAE to Abg Hisham . Same goes to Uncle Omar who just turned 34 . Also, to my cuzzie Mirah . She's big now . 12 oready huh ? Haiz . So much December babies .
Didnt go out on these 2 days . Rotting at hme, as usual . hahahaha . not much to tok about . skip these days shall we ? next ! !

24 December 2008

Yippee ! Ibu was not werking todae . so dat means she'll be cooking todae . Yay ! After much thought, she finally cooked Mee soto . yummieee . . ate it lyke 5 times on tht dae . see how large my appetite is ? lols . that evening, accompany ibu to Popular Tamp Mall to buy the plastic cover as she wants to wrap hilman & hilmi's schoolbooks . oh well . as usual, kalau jalan mesti singgah kedai . bought a plain white dress and a blue-white dress ( but half than a sundress - length ) . i lyke2 ! thanx ibu ! mwahhhhhh .

25 December 2008

Merry Christmas to all Christians out there ! Hope euu receive jolly prezens . As my aunt was not werking on that dae, she asked me to accompany her to Orchard . Cik Ana and Qissie tagged along . Yippee . The more the merrier kan ? kan ? hahahah . The train was damn packed like SARDINES . seriously . Da pai sane, WOW ! In the City Hall mrt station . There's police evrywhere . Yucks ! No fun sey . Then, one of the police was lyke screaming ' Excuse ma Sir ! ur $1 exchange ( of the ticket coupon - mrt ) ' hahahha . what the . The walkway out Wisma Atria was soooooooo . Didnt noe how to decribe it in werds . There's pixz below . U can c it for urself aite ? Cik Ana was hungry so we headed to Desa Kartika at Lvl 5, Taka . Okay lar . The food can be found at kopitiam . Honest . Nothing special . Stomach was so bloated of Udang Tepong . hahahha . its quite big . Took snaps of the surrondings at Orchard . There's exhibits along the roadside . Oh yea ! Not to forget, there's a group of auntys and uncles dancing to the beat . hahahah . Trying so hard not to laff . But i muz salute them coz they had been there, dancing since afternoon . sheeshh . muz be tired yea ?

26 December 2008

Yesterday . Phewww . Punyer lar pnat . Macm nk patah ni kaki . Let me tell euu aite ?

Early in the mawn . I teman Cik Ana to Isetan Scotts . Ader Private Sale - that means the sale was only open to the members NOT TO THE PUBLIC ! It was a queue, i must sae . Tapi cpat gak . Grabbed a plastic bag from a staff and quickly headed to the B1 . Cik Ana nk byr bills dier pat AXS . hahahah . Due to her anxiety, we juz went down the escalators w/o seeing the notice ' NO RE-ENTRY AT B1 . THE ONLY ENTRY POINT IS AT LEVEL 1 ' so yeah . kiter tak nmpk that sign at all sey . so, when we da pat B1 . tak nmpk any AXS machine . So sad . i know . then, Cik Ana suggested kiter naek troz to lvl 4, the lvl which sells bende2 rumah like pots and pans . yeah . hahahah . The escalators were blocked . Haiyo . Jadi, kiter naek lift . hahahah . Masok lift, tekan button number 4 . punyer lar confiden . pintu lift tutup . sumer pat dlm expect the lift to naek kan ? NOPE ! The lift remained still . Punyer lar degil . Tekan2 the button, tak naek2 jgk . Then, aleh2 the lift naek . But not to level 1-4 . But to level 7 & 9 . Its the carparks level . Ish3 . Then, the lift turun alek . This tyme sume pat dlm lift da confiden . However, those hopes . Were all crashed when the lift stopped pat B1 back ! Da binget sey by that tyme . Went out the lift and Cik Ana said ' Waste my tyme ' . hahaha . agree wif euu dear aunt . Buzzzzzz . The mall was lyke full of buzzing bees . Bumble here, bumble there . hahahah . lols . Terpakse lar kene queue pat luar balek . haiz . But this tyme, the queue is damn long . Totally . Its near the traffic light dpt Isetan Scotts - opp Wheelock Place . Beh de some Caucasians - females, punyer lar baek . SELAM je dorang cut queue . tsk tsk . these peeps nowadays . no heart eh ? think lar bout the rez who queue . oh wells . blablabla . BIG BAGS . hahaha . Ate at Breeks . Ader satu guy ni suare dier punye lar kiutt . urm, like a gal ? honest . not lying . can ask my aunt . lols . took trains . Abeh pat Simei Mrt stn, nk tap ezlink, hahaha . coz of the bags, i couldnt walk thru the small lane . beh, this ribs of mine terhentak the machine . tsk2 . the pain had ease now . alhamdulillah . Put medication oil . hahaha . At nite, accompany ibu tu her werkplace's christmas party . Didnt noe its juz beside Masjid Al-Istighfar . lol . The nurses there were all funny sey . Especially this gal name Bubbles - nickname . She's very hyper . Loves to smile and scream . And i mean it . love to screammmmm . hahahahah . Then, there's this patient . Heard from ibu, he's the youngest . He's only 42 . young aite ? Btw, ibu werk pat Apex lodge hme . i tink so . its lyke hospital lyke dat . tapi mini one . mostly are old peeps . back to the patient . He suffered a stroke . Hys right hand cant be funtioned . He oso cant remember . For instance, what he did earlier he cant remember . kesian kan ? Ibu told me its actually the results of the alcohol that he drank when he's young . haiz . tapi alhamdulillah, dier da sedar . ader rahmat di sebaliknya . He's a nice man and loves to tease peeps . Including me . hahaha . Pray that he'll sembuh . Amin . Ibu got prezens - a blouse and bag ( both are green in colour ) . hahahah . pix were taken but sorie peeps . lazy to upload . maybe Sunday ?

Bck . Mundane . I wish to let this thang in my hart out since few weeks back . When is the ryte tyme ? Nites peeps . Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . Acchooo . Wheeezzz . Here we go again . Tissues needed !

The Truth Hurts .

2008-12-21T21:27:00.004+08:00

Heys . I happened to come across to this art piece while browsing for random pix . Nice ryte ? Oh wells . Today, i kinda spent the whole day at home since i've been out recently . It's lyke a day off . haahhha . As if i werk like dat . sheeeshhh . Feezah . tsk2 . Oh yea . About Ben, got to noe from a source he's doing fine . Nothing much . See ! I told euu Shasha . I just happen to suck in meeting new peeps . Part and parcel of lyfe . Ryte, Shar darl ? As for the new layout, I decided to change the rainbow to this new one since i see that the rainbow layout is kinda childish for my age . ehem2 . lols . k lar . too tired oready . swearrrr . grrr . this backache is killing me ! haiyooosss . old oready eh Feezah ?

P.S i love euu . I read the novel and i don't noe y but i laff and i cried when reading it . It's so damn Sweeeettt and Touching . Honest .

Can i ?

2008-12-20T10:53:00.002+08:00

heys . yesterdae was a blast . hahahah . seriously . had a class bbq pit . maybe today i won't talk about it dat much since i haven't upload the pix yet . so yeah . tomorow maybe darls ? recently i went to Hyrul Anuar's blog and heard of a song by David archuleta . It's so nice . I've put it at the shoutbox . Here is the video of hym singing live . U will tend to see the tears in hys eyes . swit kannnnn ? ?

You can by David Archuleta

P.S Where Are You ?

Bollywood !

2008-12-19T01:14:00.004+08:00

OMG ! RAB NE BANA DI JODI ! It's like been a long tyme since i went craze over a Hindustan movie . ish3 . Now euu darls will noe the other side of me . I love watching Hindustan movies since i watched Kuch Kuch Hota Hai - ages ago . That story made an impact in my life . hahahha . Shall i tell euu a secret ? Euu noe the song Kuch Kuch Hota Hai where SRK, Rani and Kajol sang in a cave area ? hahhah . evrytime in the toilet ( when i was young ), i tried to dance like them . lols . Let's remenisce those moves shall we ?

Kuch Kuch Hota Hai

Kays . Enuf2 . below onwards are clips of Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi . U shud c for urself . It's gud . It brings tears in me . Honest ! hahaha . though i quickly wiped it away in the theatre . paiseh ar babe . sheeeshhh . enjoys . oh yea, Shar . thanks for recommending the movie . Or else, i'll regret . mawnink peeps . mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . . .

Trailer

Tujh Mein Rab Dikhta Hai

Haule Haule

CONGRATS ! Nurul managed to qualify herself to sec 5 ! ! must stdy hard k ?

P.S I shall wait for euu .

CAMWHORES !

2008-12-18T09:27:00.010+08:00

A poster of Us - xcluding me =)

Yerps . Me and her .

Hahaha . Camwhore-ing

outside Starbucks .

Ain't she cute ?

Nice white lips .

Them; Ais-Macy-Jodie-Leeyan .

See how HYPER they were !

See ! Enthu kan ? Lols .

In the MRT .

Hailed 280 and took Qeelah and ..... headed to Pasir Ris Mrt Stn . Was early . Hugs were exchanged wif the twins . hehhehhe . Met Teeqah at City Hall Mrt Stn . Marina Square . Checked out the bowling place . The price was reasonable and was thinking of playing it since the lanes were quite empty . However, these tiny tiny werms in our stomach were squiggling for food . Pity, we went to KFC . As the table was only limit up to 6 peeps, so i had to grab a chair and fill in . haiyo ! Can lar, uncle ! That man ar . So irritating . Say cannot2 . Can what ! Tsk2 . Nvr try, Nvr know . When its time to go off, the same uncle ( a worker of KFC ) told me to put bck the chair . What ? Don't u know the phrase ' Customer is always right ? ' . So as not to pick a fight, i put back the chair . hahahha . but nvr push in . So what ? lols . Back to bowling, OMG ! Its packed . Errrghh . The twins came up with a suggestion, which was to play board games at mind cafe . I tink its at the Raffles Place there . Its kinda far if u were suppose to walk from the Esplanade . nah . its okhay . While walking, can camwhore . hehehhe . typical feezah . Never knew that playing board games, can be that crazy . A lot of games were tried . But i favs these 3 games; Jenga - Tabboo - Squint ( ? ) . . hahahhah . but the most of the most was the Jenga . Its like UNO stack . U have to pile those sort-of-bricks and form a tall building . However, there are 3 kinds of bricks - norm wood , red and black . The norm wood has no werd on it, unlike the red and black ones . I picked the red ones, thinking that it was a truth . NAH ! It was a dare ! wad de ? hahahha . u noe what i had to do ? HAD TO RUN AROUND THE ROOM WHILE SAYING ' JENGA , JENGA, JENGA ' . . . like crazy woman . lol . Wana had the vid . Besides that, i oso had to do an another dare . Less mad . DANCE LIKE BALLERINA, 3 ROUNDS ACROSS THE ROOM ! hehehheh . luckily evryone in the room was busy in their own games . if not, there would be more audience watching my crazy acts . sheeeshhhh . disgraceful . twins had to lick like cats . Leeyan had to SQUACK LIKE A CHICKEN ! hahhahahha . pity her though but what to do . A game is A game . round up the games with paying the bills . we kinda pay off the bills wif less notes, more coins ! hahahhah . went off and searched off to find a toilet . URGENT ! Me and qeelah . Haiyo . there's always somethg that happened . 3 Ang Mohs went up to us and told us that they would like to take a pik wif us . Obviously, one of them was hot . No nid to describe in detail bout that, shall we ? Wana was a pity one . She was being targetted by the HOT guy and took duo snaps wif hym . So freaky sey . Heard that he looked at wana's legs while taking the snaps . ish3 . then, there's this aunty . worked in a restaurant nearby . She kept pestering me and Qeelah ' can u ask the men to take snaps wif u all in front of this restaurant ? ' . i noe what she meants, obviously . what she intended to sae was that the men would take a bite at their restaurant after taking snaps with us . lame ryte ? ignored those pleas . u shud asked qeelah . she was so pissed off wif the aunty's behaviour plus-ing the bladder that's so full ! finally . alas . found a toilet at a shopping centre . thinking of going back home but teeqah said the train would be packed with working peeps . so, went back to Starbucks, opposite esplanade . chatted there until 7.30 pm . met new peeps of wana & wani . Yasser and Mat ( tink so ) . Older than us by 1 year . kay lar . bbual jap . then Mat tu klakar sey . asyik repeat same qns . How old r u gals ? lols . headed back home wif leeyan . can u imagine ? in order to cross the bridge from the Starbucks to Eplanade, took 15 solid mins . punyer lar lamer . shared thoughts wif leeyan . haiz . y can't guys speak to gals straight forward whether they want to continue on the relationship or not ? y must they remain silent and let gals left flying alone, with no directions . sometimes, i wish that gals can do that . wish that guys treat gals more better, much better ! reached home around 8 + . . watched the soccer match between S'pore and vietnam . haiyo ! tgk nyer tgk, the score of both was 0 . nil . ish3 . no luck heh ? kays den . dats all i think . oh yea, Iman got hys wish and managed to get a place at Hai Sing Catholic School . Congrats man ! As for Mirah cuzzie, she oso got her wish and will be schooling at Tanjong katong sec from next yr onwards . WOW ! Later this evening, N results will be release ! Although im not sitting for N, im still scared ! Coz tht means, 1 month from NOW, Os result will be release too ! aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . .
no scared feezah . istighfar byk2 . breathe in, breathe out . kays . bubbye . gtg before i scream off again . and again . and again . oh well .

P.S uoY gnissiM m'I

Day out wif my galfrens !

2008-12-17T22:46:00.003+08:00

Heys . Today was a blast . It's a day spent wif my galfrens . Hahahhaha . Can't stop laffing for sure, especially if Ais was around . Lawl Mawl ke pe ! hahahha . For now, i'm too exhausted to type it all out . I think it's gonna take a whole full page . Think so . Kays den . Tomorow i'll post the details eh darls ? Sorrieeeeeee . for now, i letak video of David Blaine . Alah . Spoof nyer . Ader org step mcm D.B . Tapi kan yang klakar nyer, is the expression . Mintak kene SLAP ! hahahha . C for urself if u didn't believe . After that, hehhehe . do tagg yea ? tankkk euuuuu . i tink im still up for the nite2 kish . MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH . Oh yea . Almost forgot, 2morow is gonna be the result's dae for Nlevels . Wish all Nlevel Students GOOD LUCKKKK ! Yang penting, krg da did ur best . DO cry of joy . Not of sadness . kays ? k den . enjoy darls .

P.S i wonder whether u still want to continue on this thing . do give a sign . don't leave me flying wif no directions please ?

Hmmmm .

2008-12-16T20:02:00.004+08:00

Elloooooo .
Just now went to CS to buy prezen for shasha cuzz . hahahha . planned nk beli Mr teddy . Beh, Ben ar . dier kate childish . lol . pusing2 nyer pusing, beli lerh shasha cuzz pump shoes . budget $ 20 . exceed ler . cm biaser . hehhee . naseb aek ader offer . kalau tak terpakse pinjam duit Ben . Uat malu kan kalau gytu ? Den bler ngh pileh kasut, i ni takut jgk . ye lar . maklum ler . tak penah beli kasut sorang2 . therefore, i take this opp. to thank my mum for always be there for me bler nak beli kasut . hahhaah . wad crap am i blabbering . sheeeshhh . feezah2 . tssktsk . den lepas tu, jln2 jap . kes da penat exercise ( hahahha . naek turun escalators - really ) , we rehat jap pat CS nyer customer service sytu . air-con pat sytu punyer lar sedap mcm nk lelap je mata ni . beh, tu Ben . step mane nyer cool je . padahal sejuk sey . hahhha . tuptuptup . 3 plus . gy TM . say byebye pat Ben den meet ibu, abg and iman . blablabla . meet shasha cuzz,beri dier kasut tu . hahahah . punyer la malu . kasut tak leh muat . ish3 . naseb aek leh tkar . phew !
k den . toodles, babes and dudes ! mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ................

* Oh yea . I don't know why this stomach of mine mcm de butterflies dari tady . the feeling is lyke when im taking my O's nyer maths papers . IDK ! Honestly, it scares me out . haiz . i guess i have to talk to HYM . seek help and advice . Oh well, HE knows evrything . Luper2 . euu guys noe the movie BOLT ? hahahh . Bolt kan mcm lightning . tapi my mummy yang tersayang kater its berangan . wad de ? hahahha . k . enuf joking2

Savannah !

2008-12-16T09:44:00.047+08:00

The Block Number .

Me, Ibu and Iman .

Abg abuse the poor turtle .

The poor turtle by hymself .

Me and Qistina .

Ibu and the elephant .

Elephant on Loose !

Stampede alert !

Bridge of what eh, ibu ?

Aik ? lost eh, elephant ?

Vending machine sells . .

BREAD ? ?

Mini waterfall .

Huge one ! Nice ryte ?

ibu, ibu ! posing eh ?

Ooops ! Censored !

That thang above belongs to :

yerps, Mr Rhino ! !

Peeps ( from left ) ;

Abg, Ibu, Iman and Lil Qissie

Nice ryte the landscape ? !

The pool . Blue, calm water .

The pond of fishes ,

wif a deck like Titanic . hehe .

Bluek !

Here goes my saliva, humans !

Enjoy !

The tent is for couples,

ehem2 . hehehhe .

Awwwww ! nature is so ......

From afar . Yet so close .

Is it cheetah or leopard again ?

Ibu2 . sempat toleh eh ?

The sky is so relaxed .

Serene . .

It was raining so heavily .

urm . trees . windows ?

Black chandelier .

The price of this house

+ a garden = nearly a million .

P.S i love euu

Oh God !

2008-12-15T22:33:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps . Bck . Sorrie for not updating yesterdae . Was busy finishing up the Why Why Love series . Wow ! What Aini said was true . It's lyke after episode 12-13 onwards, tears kept trickling down . Darn . Its not that i'm a crybaby or what . Its so damn touching ! Really . Plus wif all the songs . hahahha . This video is one of the parts but this one is my fav . Aini ! U need to warn me damn earlier . oh god . c mike ? he's hot aite ? this part was taken after mike = hou da realised that he had a disease and gonna die soon unless had a liver transplant . so, in order to make rainie yang = jia di to hate hym, he caused a chaotic scene . Enjoy peeps . Oh yea . Before watching, hahaha . do stop the Music player . heheheh . tanks .

P.s I love euu

Spill it out !

2008-12-13T22:53:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRFDAE PAL ! ! I'm glad that u've turned 18 . May god grant ur wishes and bless you aite ? Do enjoy ur day ! Cheers .

heys . yeah . above is my fren .
Luis is hys name . oukays . enuf of birfday for now, shall we ?
hehehhehe .
Just now, chatted wif fathin .
Was fun .
dat gerl made me lose all my worries .
hahahahaha . .
oh yea .
about Ben .
He said those 3 werds .
and this tyme it made an impact in my hart .
seriously .
it's been a yr since i felt this way .
the feeling was indescribable .
warm yet, it sent tingling shiver down ur spine ( ? ) . .
is it right ?
at that instance, i knew if i didn't reply to hym .
i would regret .
thus i replied to hym wif my true feelings .
u noe what i mean kan ? kan ?
hahahha . paham2 je la .
wif Ben, i can sense dat we can werk this thang out .
can we Ben ?

hahhaa .
sorie peeps .
some of u might be wondering whose Ben .
but i can't post hys pix up .
not until we r officially .......
ehem2 .
strepsils any1 ?
ouhkays .
( this joke, credits to Ben )

Tnx pals for reading .
oh yea .
I'm watching Ms Werld 08 .
did u guys watch too ? ?
latest update .
Russia wins, followed up by India .
hahahhaha .
toodles .
assalamualaikum to Muslim readers .

P. S I love youu . Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The biggest regret . .

2008-12-12T21:31:00.006+08:00

Goodbye : Miley Cyrus

I can honestly say

You've been on my mind

Since I woke up today, up today

I look at your photograph all the time

These memories come back to life

And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed

I still feel it on my lips

The time that you danced with me

With no music playing

I remember those simple things

I remember 'till I cry

But the one thing I wish I'd forget

The memory I wanna forget

is goodbye

I woke up this morning

And played our song

And through my tears I sang along

I picked up the phone and then

Put it down

Cause I know I'm wasting my time

And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed

I still feel it on my lips

The time that you danced with me

With no music playing

I remember those simple things

I remember 'till I cry

But the one thing I wish I'd forget

The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up

With your ring tone

I hesitate but answer it anyway

You sound so alone

And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed

you still feel it on your lips

The time that you danced with me

With no music playing

You remember those simple things

We talked 'till we cried

You said that your biggest regret

The one thing you wish I'd forget

saying goodbye

Saying goodbye

Oh, Goodbye

Eyes . Can't rest !

2008-12-12T00:43:00.001+08:00

heys . bck . its lyke 12.44 am .
N i still can't slip .
fuuuhhhhh .
k .
let's settle down n let evrythang out, shall we ?

Ben .
A typical guy i must sae .
Don't noe y but he seems attractive .
The first dae when we became frens, in my hart was lyke saying he's differ from the rez .
Yerps . i noe .
We can't judge the person that easily .
Oh well .
Days passed .
We became closer .
hahahahha .
it's bcoz of that bulletin thingy .
lame sia .
but what to do .
dats what lame peeps like me do .
respond to lame stuffs .
lols .
oh .
where r we now ?
Oh yea .
Ben .
yerps .
He's sweet and all .
Yet, i know i'm not suppose to fall for those werds that easily .
I still continue on this frenship .
What am i suppose to do ?
Now it involves feelings .
Oh gosh !
Though i know we share the same feelings, don't u think its still too early ?
I hav this phobia .
Meeting new peeps and lost them after years and years of frenship .
Juz like that .
So .
erm .
shall we juz let the nature takes its course ?

Crush Of the Month

2008-12-11T14:52:00.002+08:00

Why why love casts

Devil beside you casts

Just finish watching ' Devil beside you' and halfway thru ' Why why love ' . . . aww . the story line is ultimately sweeettttt . u noe what ? Aini even cried when watching ' why why love ' . . .hahaha . she said the ending was sad . im not sure coz i've not even reached the climax part . But for the ' Devil beside you ' , the story is about 2 souls who fall in love in a funny way . hahaha . it is so coincidently that their parents who are both divorced, decided to marry each other . kirekan the 2 souls - Mike He and Rainie Yang are step-siblings . tapi the sweet part is that they love each other not as siblings, but as lovers . Aini said in reality, it is possible to marry step-siblings . but to me, i don't think so its possible . hahaha . can meh ? not sure ar . since both dramas are acted by Mike He, Rainie Yang and Kingone . hehehe . i've started to like Mike . Sorie aini . Bukan nk warning siang2 . hahahahha . siket je . bukannyer banyak pon . this is Mike He below .

Hotkan dier ? hehehhee . celeb crush or what ! ! sheeeshh . fizah2 . tsktsk . ohkay . recently got to noe this new fren, whose name is Ben . hahaha . cutekan name dier ? tak la . name samaran je . ouhkays . will update more about hym sooner or later . tapi yang penting, im so gonna watch

' why why love ' till it finish . wooooohoooo . jia you ! !

Fourrr years down the bridge .

2008-12-10T18:22:00.010+08:00

Hey peeps . Sorrie for not updating . Was busy watching taiwanese dramas . Lols . Oh yea . My aunty had safely reached Mekkah, tanah suci Allah s.w.t . Alhamdulillah . Hope that she arrive back to Singapore safely too . Amin .

Last Monday, my house was packed with the rest of the family members . Aunts . Uncles . Kids . Ish3 . So tiring i tell u . More tiring when it came to the part of making the roti kirai . Mak oiii . Pnyer lar penat . Bukan penat kirai, tapi penat diri . hahahaha . What a girl . Lols .

Hahaha . sedap ak ? the hand pat dlm pik tu was my aunt's . Ader mee goreng, lauk rendang, serondeng, ketupat and byk2 lagy . yerms2 . Overall . it was fun . oh yea . abg man will hav the engagemant party at nenek hse on 11 jan 09 . wooohoooo . can't wait .

Back to the main pik pat bridge tu, it was taken pat Clementi . yerps . Aini was with me . Actually kiter gy sytu sbb we think that we shud let go of our memoirs of hym . that guy . So, kiter duduklah pat bwh blk dier sambil remenisce . hahaha . mcm ape gytu . den aini kater, maybe we can come again - 5 years from now . 21 yrs old i guess ? tua-nyer . ish3 . hmm . da 4 years sey we frens wif hym . cpat eh ? Aini . It's tyme to throw hym away from our lyfe kan ? he's not worth it .

Yesterdae, me and sha went to rumah Mak Busu . Fun sey . Play games . meddling wif her Photoshop thinggy . ni la . dat tyme pat skola ader course, bknnyer nk pay attention . kan skarang da susah . ish3 . feezah2 . dis are the pix taken .

This is Us .

Posing off with our gold medals . Credits to Harith and Humairah . Tanx cuzzies !

Harith & Humairah

Tat's all . Tata . Oh yea . heard that nieya & leeyan are overseas . pray that u darls alek singapore dengan selamat . amin . k den . MWAHHHHHHHH ! ! da lamer tak kish korangs . hehehhe . kinda mish .

My hun ! !

2008-12-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

WATCH THIS ! ! !

By : Chris Brown and Adam Sevani

Pfft .

2008-12-01T19:03:00.002+08:00

What r u thinking, baby ? hmm . same goes here . thinking and thinking . guess we r in the same boat huh ? fate .

* sorie peeps . I'm not in the mood to upload the pix and pen down the activities that occurred recently . Sorie from the bottom of my heart .

Stuffs .

2008-12-01T00:44:00.003+08:00

Heys . Sorie for not updating within this entire week . Will update it 2morow about the stuffs that happened Last 7 days aite ?

I don't noe why but when i heard about u asking someone to matchmake me and u. my anger rises up . Weird yea ? When i told u about it, u keep repeating the S word . I know feelings cannot be force . I agree with that . But u do not need to go to a certain extent of doing that rite ? maybe some gals don't mind . But i mind . I'm sorie if i've caused u sleepless nights . Deep in the bottom of my soul, I'm so ultimately sorie . Didn't think that it would end up like this . Honestly . I tried to develop some feelings for u . But i couldn't . It just doesn't seem right . I love u as a fren . Only a fren and not more than that .
When i read ur post, i was flabbergasted . My laptop was the witness . U might call me a wimp but i couldn't stop these tears from rolling down . it's been a long time since i cried bcoz of guys . I'm not trying to say that ur the cause of it . Nope . That's wrong . It's just me . true . Maybe nvr in my life i would expect that someone would love me dearly . I appreciate it ALOT ! But its more sad when i couldn't reply back ur feelings . I'm so sorie, guy !
About the guy, nope . Ur wrong . He's not as what u had imagined , He might be tall but not a surfer type dude . he's also a norm guy, just lyke euu . Yerps . I've just realised it . Its a stupid crush, me towards hym . I'm fine with that .
I'm not the gal that u thought . I'm the bad gal, even now . When people critise euu, u noe what i did ? I didn't ask them to shut up . Instead, i will juz kip quiet or join the fun and say ' no commen ' . Is that harsh to euu ? Is it ? U want more ? I always speak bad things about euu in fornt of my frens . yerps . Enuf of that ? I noe that euur there but i will juz ignore u or avoid meeting euu . Its not bcoz of ur looks . Don't worry . I'm not that harsh tp a certain extent .
How do euu feel now ? Hatred ? It's better to kip it that way, guy . It'e easier to just hate each other and from there, we go our own separate ways . leaving our frenship boat isolated, in the middle of the sea .
yea . let's do that shall we ?

That's all for todae, peeps . Nite2 .

Rotting at home .

2008-11-23T13:37:00.005+08:00

This pix summarised up the events for the past few days . One word . Jobs . Yerps . Practically everyday ( xcept the weekends ) , i went out . Let me list out for euu . Hahahaha . It's just that i'm bored so . to make euu peeps easier to understand . let me simplify it .

Agenda for the week .

Mondae :
Went out with jannah and Fathin to search for jobs at Tamp Mall and Century Sq . Bought Straits Times and circle out the different ads . Saw a job that suits our criteria : SALES ASSISTANT ! ! So we went to the CPF building . WOW ! A lot of teens , really ! ! Fill up the form and as usual, interview . Ms Jo ( the Person who interviewed us ) told us that she would contact us the next day - Tuesday . So . Went back home with a ray of hope !

Tuesdae :
Waited for the call by Ms Jo until 1 pm . So, called up Jannah . She and Fathin decided to meet up at Tamp Mrt stn . Headed to Orchard - Ngee Ann City . Sheeesh . Again ! Arrived there . hahaha . like norm tourist do, we headed to the info board . kalahkan tourist . seriously . Practically, kiter gy dari tingkat atas sampai bwh ! Tak penh dibuat org ! Tink so . ehem2 . Went to Takashimaya, our lady luck was there . u noe y ? hahaha . An ESCADA worker saw us and told us that they needed part-time workers . Oryte ! The LADY BOSS was nice and TALL ! tak caye, tanyer fathin and jannah . They too said it . hehehehe . But the lady said she wanted only two of us, so that means one of us have to back off . ouh ... kay ... so, I backed off . Coz i feels that i'm not gonna be happie when i work there . We went to other shopping complex ; The Heeren, Cathay cinelexure and others .... until we reached Somerset mrt stn . hahaha . We kinda lost at that moment coz there's alot of construction going on . actually we reached the mrt stn oready, but due to lack of info . we went straight instead of crossing the traffic lite . Fathin had an incidence in the stn . bla bla bla . went to Changi Airport . end .

Wednesday :
Met Jannah and Fathin . hahaha . Went to meet Ms jo regarding with the job at Giant Tamp . Saw few Sec 5Ns guys, including the Mr Siglap . Memalukan . mcm takde tempat laen gytu nk keje . got to noe that if we got selected there, we will start werking from 22 dec until 31 jan . 1 & 1/2mths . furthermore, we might get back home late till 12.30 am . and by that time, there's no public transport ONLY the company bus . But that one also got prob . ish3 . tak bes-bes . the driver will send to the area wich majority if the workers live . For instance, kalau most of the peeps yang naek bus tu tinggal pat sengkang, jady the driver will go to sengkang first and so on . haiz . abeh kalau nasib tak aek, i'll be reaching hme ard 2 am in the morn ! So ( as xpected ) ibu tak bagy . terpakse lar kene reject . So, Jannah is the only one who's taking the job at GIANT ! Congrats gal . No more of finding jobs huh ? So jealous ( green wif envy ) . . .hahahaha . joking2 . Oh ya . Watched Hana Yori Dango ( Movie ) ! ! Bez lar . Aishiteru, Domyouji ! !

Cute kan dier ? Hot oso lar . hahahaha . aini ? jealous ak ? nope . hart is still wif Hyun Joong .

Thursday :
Went to SGH with ibu and abg . Abg ader checkup ! Kuruskan lar bdn tu cik abg oiiii ! ! hahahaha . . Then, met aini pat Paya Lebar S'pore Post Office ! Guess wad ? Kalau nak keje pat sane, 17 is the eligible age . Common lar beb ! One yr je . no diff kan ? haiz , terpakse lar kene gy town agyk ! So, ibu and abg gy skola iman . Amek results . Congrats dude ! 229 eh ? alamak . terpakse lar kene blanje dier . tapi when eh ? hahaha . alah . takpe . next paycheck aite ? sheeeshh . blm dapat keje, da nk bbual pasal gaji eh feezah ? lols . gy Bugis . Went to the highest level yang ader cinema . Duk pat sytu while calling up different companies whether ader kosong ak . kekek . mcm rumah gytu kite buat . aini lagy kekek . dier kate operator smpai da cam suare dier . kesian-kesian . what to do . despo for jobs . then da 1 jam pat sytu, kiter gy Expo lak . bought donuts . nafsu makan tak terkawal beb . hahahaha . kiter mkn donut TIRAMISU dulu . punyer lar sedap . yum2 .

C ! Even this hand wants Donut ! Where's mine ?

So, by the time i was gonna eat the 3rd donut, perut da mcm nk burst . serious! aini pon same . hahaha . gelojoh nyer pasal lar ni . ish3 . ibu, i da learnt lesson ; not to eat tiramisu donut first ! ! hehehehe . den, i tried calling the Bugis Bhg and u noe wad ? The HQ nyer operator ckp we can walk-in interview . Wad ? kene gy Bugis AGYk ? haiz . terpakse la . gy lagy . when being interviewed, the lady who interviewed us said that the pay is $4 per hr . Siket nyer ? Tak berbaloi sey . haiz . nasib2 . den gy Vivo . Actually niat kiter gy sane utk cari keje, tapi end up window- shopping . lols . Jumpe lak kedai ToysRus . abes ah . went in and played around with the toys there . then we came across this huge tree ( mcm fairytale nyer ) . it sings fairytale songs . sedap lak tu . it looks like this . .

Cute kan ? With the eyes all that . Love euu . MWahhhhhhh .

Lepas tu, kirekan da penat gytu . kiter decided to go home . hahaha . Again ! Jaywalk . Aini paranoid sey ! Kereta masih jauh da terpekik-pekik ! hahaha . tapi nasib aek, bus driver 65 tu nampak . Xie xie ni, apek ! Slept in the bus . Not me, but Aini ! She's the sleeping beauty wad ! Beh i told her to cover her mouth wif her hands while sleeping ( in case tidor ternganga-nganga ) . . den she told me to not observe her sleeping . oryte beb . beh dah gytu, bler da angun alek, leh tanyer org lak tu samada dier tdur ternganga-nganga ak . no worries . nvr c anythg . sheeesh . hehehehe . alek . den gy mkn pat Mr Teh Tarik wif Ibu, Iman, Abg, Chik, Mamok, Mak Yam and Asha . Nenek was tired so she stayed at home . We bought several mee's for her though . I talked wif Asha bout hym . She oso told her bout her realtionships prob . haiz . miss all those cuzins time . Will try to make a Cuzins day-out aite ?

Friday :
Kays . That dae, i didnt do much . Except teman Mamok to go to Gym . hahaha . ouhkay lar . the thing that i love gg there is the part of seeing MUSCLE MEN . So, Jannah & Fathin . wanna come ? heheehhee . joking2 . gy shopping jap pat Isetan . Mamok bought shoes . me ? nah . maybe other days . sampai umah . lepak . penat ar . laze around .

Saturday :
More worse, I spent the whole day at home ! Watched ' We got married ep. 34 ' & ' Miss No Good till ep. 11 ' & ' My girl - AGAIN ' . . hahahaha . lepas tu, maen games sampai lar mlm . sheeesh . bill melambung beb. hahaha . dats y i nid to find a job . watched wrestling . John Cena, when will euu be coming bck ? Miss uu . hahaha . lols . Jeff Hardy wrestled wif The Undertaker . Beh dier menang . pelikkan ? Ni ar . Tanx to Kane . Suker nk ganggu org lagy gaduh . ye lar . mentang2 dier tak suke The Undertaker . Beh sbb Jeff Hardy won, he got to fight wif Triple H . Huh ? ISh3 . Got to noe from Abg, Jeff Hardy menang ! Fuyoo ! Terror . Kuat sey . hahaha . Now, y am i talking about wrestling again ? sheeesh . feezah, ur a gal !!

Sunday ( NOW ) :
Went to madrasah . Told aini that we will be gg to Ngee Ann City 2morow coz made an appointment with the Metro HR nyer org . guess so . Btol kan Fathin ? Correct me if i'm wrng aite ? Chat wif some frens . Listening to moozic ( Nieya nyer dnt artefact . Ingat ak beb ? ) . . Oh ya . smalam galfrens went to Sentosa . den me cannot go . Ibu said i've been gg out alot . true . haiz . *sobs-sobs* . . nxt tyme feezah . dats all . bubbyes . MWAHHHHH !

PSST . Zhilla nyer birfdae falls on this coming thursdae . Any ideas wad to buy fer her ? Haiz . Thinking ! !

Job Hunting ! !

2008-11-18T22:29:00.006+08:00

Heys ! Just now, me, fathin and jannah went to search for more jobs at the town side . Meaning the Orchard Rd area . So, we headed to the Ngee Ann City Plaza and scanned through most of the shops; from top floor to bottom ! Really . hahaha . After much discussion, we planned to go the TAKASHIMAYA . Didn't know the place is so POSH and full of BRANDED stuffs; Burberry and Chanel all that .

I guess it's our luck just now that we were able to get a job at ESCADA ! ! So posh for goodness sake . But the manager wanted only 2 of us so that means 1 of us will not be able to get the job . As Jannah was appointed as a leader, she was required to call the manager which one of us is interested in working there . Haiz . At first, i seemed interested but nah ! Not my job . So, i told jannah that i backed out from the ESCADA job . So left with fathin and her . Jannah had set her eyes upon that job but fathin was thinking it twice . Talked, talked, talked . Jannah is the only survivor left ! Woohoo . Me and fathin was wondering to rake the shops at Changi airport so we headed towards there . BUT something happened to fathin . While we were walking down the steps at Somerset Mrt i think, she slipped and fell on the steps wif her butt on it . OUCH ! ! I was so shocked as i was just right behind her ! Luckily only a few passengers saw us but i knew dat fathin was so embarrased . I knew how it feels . I've been thru it . Later i'll tell u peeps another dae k ? Back to the story, while we were in the mrt, heading towards Tanah Merah station, the lady from Recruit Express agency called me . OMG ! She told us that we attain a job at GIANT tamp there as a packer . Ouhkay . Now jannah was stuck , whether to choose that or ESCADA . yeah . after much minus-ing off the bad points and plus-ing the good points, she decided to accept the job at Giant . Yay ! ! Now we; me, fathin and jannah are officially declared as GIANT PEOPLE !! Lol . .

Pictorial updates . Alas ! !

2008-11-18T00:07:00.011+08:00

Hey peeps . Finally ! The pictorial updates . Enjoy yea ! Aniwaes, yesterdae i went out wif Jannah and Fathin to search for jobs . Alhamdulillah . Ok la . Tapi penat gak .
These are pix of us yesterdae, followed up by the Grad Nite slideshow .

Imran Ajmain; my senior ! !

2008-11-16T13:45:00.006+08:00

Title : Imran Ajmain singing Siglap sec school's song ( 1st verse)

A night to remember

2008-11-15T18:49:00.007+08:00

heloh . finally the day came !

i had graduated from Siglap sec after 4 years studying there .

it was okey at first . hahahaha . let me tell euu wad happened before i went to the grad nite .

around 2.30 pm, i went to CS and bought a bag at MONTIP . hahaha . it was kinda a laz minute shpping . sheeeshhh . den rushed back home . blablabla . arrived at jannah's house ard 4.25 pm . her aunty did my make-up . so embarrasing ! ! hailed a cab and fetched aini and rauhdah .

back to the grad nite . soon as we arrived there, i saw my darls . qeelah, leeyan, ais, waNina . dey all very cute . when i approached them, dey quickly hugged . yeah . i noe . i mish euu all too . perasan sey feezah . hehehehhe . he was also there . OMG ! ! i dont y but i kinda panicked . i think i was being paranoid . feezah, dats so bad of euu . the event started of well . IMRAN AJMAIN CAME ! ! He was from Siglap sec too, lyke HADY ! ! hahaha . he's very, extremely tall ! REALLY ! ! sang the school sang,which i think he's very clever coz he still remember the lyrics . also, he sang 'slamat ulang tahun, sayng' . . awww . i took a video on dat . after dat, we had the certificate cermony, where every graduants had to step on stage to receive their cert . yahoo !! i was actually elated . den . pix were taken . lucky draws . talking about dat, crystal from 4e3 won the 1st prize . go,gurl ! shown the dedication slide of every class . was really funny . yeah . see how much i've grown . had the Mr and MS Siglap .

4e1 - zulfikar and xin yi

4e2 ( MY CLAS ) - fadhil and kendra

4e3 - haziq and crystal

the rest of the clas, i don really noe their names . sorrie =(

but i do noe dat the awards were given to clas of 5n2, roziela and redhuan ( sorie if the spelling is wrong )

yeah . kendra was different . very pretty . lucky dan ! hahahaha . had the dinner . was delicious as compared to last year's . honestly, i went to laz yr gradnite so i could really see how diff it is . dance floor ! ! wooohooooo . fathin was my dancing partner yesterdae ! ! totally awesome . . sheeshhh . salihin was outrageous and daring to dance wif syafa . hahahha . never expected dat . yerps . dats all . oh ya . when we were going home, at the carpark in front of the building, me-aini-qeelah-fathin-sharifah let go of our balloons . before dat, i said to myself - let go of all those sufferings i suffered, crushes i had, enemies dat i made at dis very nite . let the yellow balloon flew it away, high up to the sky . yeah . no more turning back . received the letter from kendra . was sweet, shed a tear . to think about it . i was the one dats soo stupid to cry for hym . yeah . realised it now .

bout the pix, i had to post it tomorow coz i think it will be too long by then . also, i'll juz post the the videos of IMRAN AJMAIN tomorow too, alryte, peeps ? tc and hav a great dae ahead .

It was so memorable dat i do not wish to wake up from this dream . U were there, right in front of me and i'm so foolish not to express my feelings to euu . Guess dat we were not meant to be .

Title : A night to remember

2008-11-13T19:35:00.002+08:00

heys .
as for todae, i wanna share wif euu guys the video dat i lyke .
its taken from HSM3 . yeah,yeah . childish feezah . but what shud i do .
im so addicted to watching the moves carried out by chad and troy in this song .
so, enjoy peeps .

Title : the boys are back

Just got back from gym ! ! phew . lethargic, i must sae as i've not been exercising since the last p.e lesson which was few months ago . sheeshh . . so, it was also fun coz i saw a lot of muscular guys n i really mean it, MUSCULAR ! ! fathin, u shud come wif me next tyme ! ! hahahha . just joking . sorie, fathin coz juz now i couldn't chat at tagged . next tyme yea ? k den . dats all . oh ya ! i almost forgot dat tomorow is my grad nite, until ibu reminded me juz now ! ! see how enthu i am towards the grad nite ? hahahaha . toodles . mwahhhhhhh .

Laughter is the best medicine ? ?

2008-11-12T16:53:00.003+08:00

This video i dedicate to anyone who is in state of despair or stress . In other werds, anyone can watch . Enjoy yea !

So . the moral ? Don't ever judge peeps by their looks . c yea tomorow . gonna ransack the youtube for more cool video . bubbye . mwahhhh ! !

Freedom ! !

2008-11-11T20:51:00.003+08:00

Finally . Freedom is in the air !! So, as planned . todae, i'm gonna do the survey that leeyan asked me to do . hehehehe . Before dat, i'm going to announce the babies of the dae and tomorow .

WANINA

ME AND QEELAH

Okay . enuf of birfdae's fer todae . let's proceed to survey oryte,leeyan ? ? hahahaha . .

1. The person who tagged you is?
fathin flirty *wink wink *
2.Your relationship with him/her?
A great fren whom i love dearly .
3. Your 5 impressions of her.
witty . flirty . funny . erm . . caring . loves to smack .

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
hmmmm .. wad eh ? i kind or not remember . there's a lot of things really =)
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to u?
feeza ! and she smiled at me . sheesh . and she also loves to smack .
6. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
nono ! ! we aren't bi ! ! hahaha . it reminds me the time when we are chatting n we are pretending to be bi . lol .
7. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
pray not ! ! never ever ! !
8. (Repeat Question) -(repeat answer)
9. What is it you want to tell her now?
let's chat again darl ! i'm so loving it <33
10. Your overall impression of her/him is?
fathin is very witty and outspokn dat i'll nvr ever get bored hanging out wif her . yay ! !
11. How do you think ppl around you will feel around you?
erm . i don really noe . what do u think peeps ?
12. The characters you love of yourself are?

dats quite tough . don noe * shrugs *
13. On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
one or two . maybe i'm not the type who can confess what's in my heart . sheesh .
14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
my ibu ! she's a SUPERWOMAN ! !
15. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
I love euu peeps ! tank euu fer reading my post . ur the one dat makes me smile always %)
16.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1: leeyan
2: nieya
3: teeqa
4: fathin
5: jannah
6: shasha
7: sue deena
8: aishah
9: twins
10: ayeen
7. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
hahahah . a'an !
18. Is no. 9 a male or female?
females . lovely ones .
19. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
nono ! dey aren't a lesbi . ish3 .
20. What is no. 2 studying about?
everythng is the same as mine .
21. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
juz now, early morn . yerps .
22. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
hmm . dat one .i don really noe . ais, wat do u lyke ???
23. Does no. 6 have any siblings?

yerps . 2 elder sis .
24. Will you woo no. 3?
wad ? ? nope ! ! she's my galfren . hahaha . lol
25. How about 7?
sue ? nope . she's also my other galfren .
26. Is no. 4 single?
hmm . reality,yerps . cyber werld,nope . fathin2. tsk tsk .
27. What is the surname of no. 5?
Imran i think ? is dat rite jannah babe ?
28. What is a hobby of no. 10?
i think surfing new songs of JB ? ? isnt that rite,yeen ?
29. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
yerps . they used to be clasmates .
30. Where is no. 2 studying at?
siglap.
31. Talk about something for no. 1.
she's damn gothic and i love her ! !
32. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
ais ? ? hmm . let me c . hahahahha . nope,obviously ! i love her as a fren .
33. Where does no. 9 live?
pasir ris . near to de skul . aite ?
34. What colour does no. 4 like?
red ? ?
35.Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
erm . frens i noe . best frens ? ? not sure,peeps .
36. Does no. 1 have any pets?
yesh ! a cat ryte,nieya?
37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
yesh . on my opinions, she's a babe . same goes to the rez of my frens ( featured or not featured ) .
38.What is no. 10 doing now?
ayeen . oh ayeen . wad r u doing ? ?

lastly, any frens dat u wish to name ? ?

1 . nuraini <33

2 . rau2 <33

3 . sharifah <33

4 . qeelah <33

5 . syafa <33

6 . feena <33

7 . Zhilla <33

8 . Kuu <33

9 . amanina <33
10 . sofie <33

11 . qeu <33

utter mundane .

2008-11-10T13:56:00.004+08:00

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly.
Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast.
Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise.
Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
.Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast.
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast.

Aww . i just love this song since young . Nice ryte ? i noe . . hehehe . weekend was spent at home . too tired to go out actually . play internet games . sorie for not able to upload the pix dat i took wif my frens laz fridae . my fon's bluetooth is still sort . when will it ends ? niwaes . leeyan juz did a survey . maybe tomorow post will be about dat . not todae,leeyan . sorie . hehehe . k den . gonna study fer the laz paper . at last . alhamdulillah . Weeeee . . Those werds below are taken from my cuz's blog . i found it nice and touching . hope euu peeps love it too .

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

Saying something and wishing you hadn't?,

or Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say?

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.

You can't tell your heart what to do.

It does it on its own,

when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

People live, but people die.

PHEW ! !

2008-11-07T20:16:00.004+08:00

At last . Just now was my 1st interview . Alhamdulillah . It was ok, really .

K . let me tell euu the starting part of the story . Hehehe . here it goes . Well . I went to meet all of them ( JANNAH . AINI . FATHIN .) part tamp mrt . haha . When we reached the Orchard Mrt station , Aini took out her directory book . hahaha . We went to the WHEELOCK PLACE, thinking that it was WISMA ATRIA . kekek . it was actually the opposite way . haiyo . troublesome . then we went to the the office and found Ms Tania . Phew ! ! Finally, we secure a job .

After dat, we went to the LUCKY PLAZA to eat breakfast at Mcdy . WAH ! ! Yum,Yum ! ! Blablabla . . Went to Bugis . Saw ayah . OMG ! ! quickly ran away . sian ar . den gy tamp cari keje . punyer lar penat . dapat keje pat royal sporting house or smethg . ok la . so tired dat we had to take breaks in between . as a result . aini . faten . jannah . all their legs are being plastered . tapi aini's leg was the worst dat she has to buy the new slippers at bugis street ( in the pix ) .

Hilman, younger bro juz got home from p6 camp . was so tired dat he slept the whole day . hahaha . oh ya . pix will be uploaded 2morow yea peeps . sorie coz my fon's bluetooth was having a connection prob . hope y'all understand . dats all . Muaxx .

Baby Of the Day

2008-11-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

FeeNa . . She's the Birfdae Gal of the Day ! ! !

Gal, ur prezen is wif me rite now . Wow ! ! Next week . Hav 3 more babies . Pix will be uploaded . Yerps2 . Juz watch for it peeps . Till then . Ciaoz .

And are you happier now
Happier now?
Your smile lives in your girls
Your art is in this world
I think of our rain soaked waltz and i'm laughing
Your smile lives in your girls
Your art is in this world
Listen - beyond longing is laughter
Happier now beyond longing is laughter
Happier now beyond longing is laughter

Sufferings ended ! !

2008-11-06T08:08:00.004+08:00

Hey'all . At last . Weeks and weeks i've been waiting for it . Hahaha . Sound lyke a desperado,sey . . sorrie pals . Yesterdae . as promise by ibu . we went to watch HSM3 at GV Tamp . Hip,Hip,Hooray ! !

Ibu was so funny, really ! ! When we wanted to enter and obviously had to give our tix to the GV staff,ryte . She was like . Where's the tix . Where's the tix . Then . We all ended up laffing . My bros and me . INCLUDING THE STAFF . hahahaha . . the tix was just on her left hand .

Story plot was o.k . .rating about 3.5 . .but if u ask me about the dance moves all that . i'll give 5.0 . . yerps . .the dance moves WAS ultimately cool . especially the moves in the song of THE BOYS ARE BACK . .

I expected the ending was sad . dat makes my cuz cried . ahaha . but . nope . o.k lar . maybe it was touching but not dat really . . All in all . i give a 1 and a half thumbs up (is dat possible) . . .hehehe . there u go peeps . .bubbye . nid to go and accompanied mum for her check-up . .TOODLES (learnt it from Sharpay evans) . .lol . .

I'm dropping out of time

Blown where the wind goes

There's nothing i won't do

There's nothing i won't say

Whether we win or lose

Don't drop a single line

Let's just see how far we can go

Let's just see how far it is

Tried to reverse my pride

All those many miles home

There's nowhere i can't leave

Don't wait to hear the news

No way that i can stay

Let's just see how far we can go

Let's just see how far it is

Let's just see how far we can go

Let's just see how far it is

Start of sumthg New

2008-11-05T09:16:00.001+08:00

This pix was taken ages ago i think . Hahaha .

Guess where ?
yerps . righty euu . we were at vivo ! !
I think it was 2 yrs ago coz my body was smaller .
Now . ish,ish,ish . . hahaha . no commen .

Hmm . I've been longing to write a blog . Finally . It's ACCOMPLISHED . Currently . I'm waiting fer my LAST O-lvl paper . COMBINED SCIENCE MCQ PAPER . After this . No more suffering ! No more mugging !

Sheeesh . Feezah,Feezah . Hahahaha . erm . how do i sae this . He suddenly told me dat he like me . Now he asked for my opinion . What shud i sae ? Ahhhh . I've asked several frens of mine . Most of them said dat i shud clarify my feelings ASAP . K . One thing fer sure . When we talked, there's no spark . ermm . does dat mean dat i don't like hym ? argghh . to make matter worse . next week is my grad nite . what shud i do ? ?